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Friday, November 28, 2008; it's been a week since i last blogged. a lot of things have been happening. i shall just say it here. the month of november hasn't been good, to me. perhaps, it's worst month of this year, so far. the 2 people who looked after me when my parents go to work passed away. the 2 good and strong people. the first one was the grandmother. although we're not related through blood, she treated me as one of her own. maybe even better! she passed away on the 5th of november. it was a sudden and shocking news for me because i have not met her for super long okay. last time i met her was last year hari raya! this year, we decided to skip her house due to time constraint as my dad gotta leave for work again. it sucks to find out that the person whom you love most just passed away without you by their side. i even heard that months and weeks leading up to her death, she's been asking for me and 2 of her other granddaughters(my god sisters) coz we grew up almost together. ill still remember, in the past i would drop by her place during every single holiday and will play games with the 2 sisters(now aged 13 and 8). now, it's just history. you might asked me why didn't i call them. well honestly, i have no idea why i didn't. perhaps i keep having this fear that what if i call them and they've already passed away that kind of thing. the next thing i know, it really happens. so it took me quite some time to stand on my feet again. constantly thinking that it is all a dream, even till now. but oh well. so like 2 weeks after her departure, the grandfather got admitted to hospital after constant vomitting. i was lucky enough to be able to visit him last friday at CGH. he seems lively, still remember who i am at such an old age. ill always remember his smile on that day coz that was the last time i saw him smiling. on 25th November, tuesday, morning as i was getting ready for school, my mom told me he passed away already. i was super shocked okay. but it still has't hit me yet. i went to school but i was exceptionally quiet on that day. i didn't do anything. sorry bibi and hui ting for asking you all to complete the work. after SWEN, i left school, went home changed and off to the place. well, that's where it began. 20 days ago was the grandmother, today's the grandfather. like super sucky arh, haven't even heal from the first fall then kena the second. oh well, eversince then i learn that we should not take things for granted. i've learnt my lesson. never wait until the end to cherish your loved ones. on another note, i've been busy with tests, submissions, presentations, projects etc. block teaching is not good! i'm going for a 2days 1 night camp tml. hope to come back with more photos! :) camps and outings are the only way for me to distract myself. seriously. december is here. freaking passed. i screamed at
8:53 PM with
0 piles of homework left  Pieces playing includes: Machu Picchu El Camino Real An American Elegy Symphony No 9 and more.... interested pls contact me! (:
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10:50 PM with
0 piles of homework left the thought of having 4 hours labe later in the day makes me dread going to school. that's how i've been feeling for the past few days. therefore you cant blame me for splurging some money on cabfare on wednesdays and thursdays since class starts at 9? it's just so sucky to have the same programming subject for 4 hours for 4 out of 5 school days! my eyes are getting tired coz of staring at the computers for long hours everyday! each day, average about 7 hours is spent on the computer each school day. now i kinda feel sian using computer. it's like the same routine everyday. tomorrow's friday. SWEN presentation followed by lunch at eighteen chefs! wohooo! and alumni practice on saturday! i'm anxious to see the big band! (: i screamed at
10:29 PM with
0 piles of homework left i have SWEN test tomorrow and im so screwed can. have not studied. i just hope i can crash some stuffs into my brain later. i hate block teaching. i hate PBL. i screamed at
9:56 PM with
0 piles of homework left i still hate the fact that the schoolDID NOT approve my compassionate leave recently. super pissed off kay.because of that, my attendance is not 100%.no, it's not abt the fact that i want it to be 100% so much. the reason why i want my attendance to be 100% now is so that towards the end of the term i can clear leave. im so irritated okay. STUPID SYSTEM. apart from that, workload has been piling up. this week alone, i have SWEN test on wednesday, SWEN presentation on Friday. concurrently, i have ECSD assignment to finish which i have yet to start. urghhhhh. i screamed at
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0 piles of homework left im sorry for not having a proper post the past week. a few events have been happening the past week which causes me to not have the mood to blog. ---- skip to friday had a 1day camp for SKPS. the kids were okay. the usual amazing race but this time round it was more challenging because it covers chinatown, CBD and also little india area. so imagine having to WALK from chinatown to little india and back to china town to complete the stations. overall the group that i had was great. it's a good feeling to see them lead each other while you're just there guiding them. after debrief, went to Maxwell for dinner and headed home. ---- Sunday stayed home most of the time but at 430, met my aunt and off for early dinner at Eastpoint. after that, the 2 adults didnt want to go home yet so we went Swensens (Airport) for ice cream! after that, slacked outside swensens, saw my potential seniors (LOL). ---- Today class ended at 1 so met wee wee and manda and we went for our (wee wee and i) long awaited sakae buffet. bibi couldnt join us. :( it was fun talking, eating and laughing (well, isnt that what we always do?). after that watched the coffin. it was hilarious seeing the reactions of the other 2. i seat in the centre somemore so after some parts amanda and hong wee will take turns to ask me "eh what happened ar", "eh got or not" etc. overall i had a week full of mixed emotions. am still trying my best to divert my attention and keep myself busy. i got lab work submission tomorrow and my application still cannot run. DEAD. i screamed at
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0 piles of homework left i'm me but not me! get it? i screamed at
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0 piles of homework left  HAPPY 23rd birthday MADENI! hope you're doing fine in Perth. i know this year's birthday it's different since you're away, but i hope you still had fun. don't emo okay! and let's gossip more on MSN. i still keep the conversation we had on Sunday! i know, you know. good la, having holiday den don't want come back. tsk tsk! okay. take care and talk to you soon! (: here's something to cheer you up! enjoy!
Vogue sial. don't kill me okay! i screamed at
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0 piles of homework left so fast and it's the end of week 2. which means project deadlines are coming soon. SWEN still got hope. ECSD, can die. i'm supposed to complete some ECSD homework but i still do not have Visual 2008 and SQL Server 2005. oh well, who cares. but, i cannot neglect my studies. ECSD is 8cus le! SWEN 5cus! shit sia. okay whatever. i screamed at
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0 piles of homework left  taken from http://flickr.com/photos/23425810@N05/2484580538/ Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same. These streets are filled with memories Both good for detected pain And all I wanna do is love you But I'm the only one to blame. 'Cause today, you walked out of my life 'Cause today, your words felt like a knife I'm not living this life. i screamed at
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