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Saturday, August 25, 2007;

2 words to described how i feel.

fucking screwed!

yupp. i mean fuckin screwed coz of exams. haha. i still can get into my exam mood no matter how hard i tried. well, im quite alright in maths but when it comes to carc and iiso, ill just stare at the notes and sometime even re reading the notes a few times before i can actually understand. this cannot continue. i have to start studyin. yes right now. but, nvm. enough studying for today. shall continue tml. i guess im gonna try and be a mugger for the next few days. i cannot fail the exams. cannot. i dun wanna fail. i dun wanna take supp paper. i wanna enjoy hols, well even though i cant enjoy much due to fasting month but still, i wanna get done and over with the current subject. im gonna at least pass the subject. haha. well at least a C would be good. so here's my study progression.

Cmaths exam on tues: 40% prepared
CARC exam on wed: 25% prepared
IISO exam on thurs: 15% prepared

yes yes im sooo screwed.

so hmm past few days have been quite alright i guess. when to study with the rest on wed. haha. well did maths chapter 2 and some recap of CARC. haha. everything is coming back to me!! haha. so after that went TM with manda and bianca coz the wanted to buy chocolate muffin and OCK. AMANDA HAS ORGASM WHEN SHE EATS CHOCOLATE MUFFIN. haha.

amanda: eh i dunno why but i like OCK fishball
lutfi: got different mehh? thought its the normal one?
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amanda: eh i like eating the money bag.
lutfi: got different meh? thought its the normal one?
amanda: eh, you arh, everythin i say its nice u say it's normal!!
lutfi: yala den? you not normal den abnormal izzit?
amanda: *shut up*

at home initially wanted to continue studying since i was in de mood but changed my mind. haha den at night i web cam with KH coz i wanted to try sth. haha. but obviously i didnt show him me. i wrotewad i wanna say on a piece of paper. haha. so he type a question, i write on a paper. lol. okayy lame.

on thurs nothing much. was supposed to go gymming but i cancel it. went to catch a movie instead. lol

on friday i had worked in the evening. haha. nothing much occurs. and im not working next week there's too many staffs!

was suppsoed to go gymming today with Sarah but i canceled it coz i told her i dun think i can wake up early today. haha. im so dead tml. i havent been exercising for the past few day. shit man. im not going up again. apart from that, spend the whole of today studying, or shud i say, try to study. aha. well thats all. oh ya. had a vry funny conversation with manda and KH. it was damn crappy la. RIGHT AMANDA? muahahahah. its more to sound clip recording coz we all too lazy to type out so we just record it and play. muahaha. lazy arses. okay. thats all for now.

im gonna mug like a bad guy tml. lol. not really mad though. haha. bye people. good luck to everyone in whatever they're doing.

i miss you, yes i do.
im talking abt you, yes you.
you wont know that im talking abt you.
muahahahaha. that's the point. you wont know.
well a least, talking to you makes my day, really. :)

i screamed at 9:51 PM with 0 piles of homework left