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Monday, November 07, 2005;

sad

hi.. firstly wanna wish all hindus a happy deepavali and all muslim a selamat hari raya.. yupp.. its kinda late but ya.. well.. this yr was like de most touching hari raya ever la.. i actually cried.. dunno why.. its just so not me crying on hari raya but this yr seems soo touching.. yupp..

*Random Thoughts*

1) how do you feel when someone treats you like your boredom entertainer? well.. the world seems so unfair now rite.. yupp.. people just msg u when they have nothin to do.. yupp.. and u will feel so bad rite if nvr reply.. im not trying to imply anything.. or refering to any1 seriously.. yupp..

2) my life seems so freaked up coz like everything just falls on me.. everything was going on so smoothly until one particular day when everything just 'whack' at me.. i stopped msging my friend.. den now like so bored.. haha.. ya and obviously there are other stuffs which makes me feel damn down now.. oh well...

3) how to forget the one u like? yupp.. i've always asked myself this question.. sigh.. its very very hard.. sometimes you just have to lie just to make sure that the one u like thinks that u dun like her anymore but actually deep in your heart, there's a place for her always.. its sooo FUC*ed up la.. it has been 2 freaking years.. cant i just forget her like once and for all?? one of de things that makes me very hard to forget her is that she always msg me and whenever we meet at the usual place, i just hope to be dere with her......... but its just sooooo impossible.. i have to accept the fact that she dun like me.. like wad my friend says, one sided love will go nowhere.. ill just hope that one day we'll be together (although impossible).. and pls stop making me miserable!!!!!

4) girl, i noe you like someone else, so please stop playing with my heart... it really hurts me when i noe there's someone else and that u're denying that fact. if i dun have a place in your heart, de least u could do is to stop tormenting me!! and also, dun make me have high hopes on you.. i dun blame you.. i blame myself for liking you.. sigh..

5) haha.. i've said wad i wanted to.. okiee.. gotta go now.. need to rest.. too exhausted from your lies!! ='(

i screamed at 5:35 PM with 0 piles of homework left