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Tuesday, November 29, 2005; im back hello.. im back.. yupp.. after much emoing and pmsing here and there.. for those of you who were in de bandroom on thursday evening, you would have had heard abt it.. ok no point talking abt it now.. its over.. he said sorry alr.. maybe its my fault also but nvm.. Friday's open house was super pathetic! he said that abt hundreds of people would come but in de end, not even hundred ar.. pls la our skool not R.I or V.S that people would bothered to visit.. yupp.. saturday had the spirit of enterprise thingy at junction 8.. it was quite ok but the place were too small and we were given a limited amt of time after deperformance to walk ard.. sorry neighbour.. bastard u! haha.. havent been studying nor did my revision even thoguh first week of skool got reexams.. if fail must drop.. but thank god this yr's one i passed.. wah.. next yr my class will be super short la.. like only 22 people.. ok.. hmm.. oh ya yesterday was fun!! i shant elaborate.. haha.. ok..gotta go and rest now.. byez... *it's easier say than done.. i miss you...*
i screamed at
8:13 AM with
0 piles of homework left sigh well.. there's nothing i can do rite now.. told her already.. hope she's okay with it.. am not expecting anything from her.. but just have this feeling she gonna avoid me for a while.. sigh.. i'm sorry.. well.. a fact is a fact.. she dun like me.. sigh.. 2 years seems so hard for me to forget her.. but why do i like her in de first place i asked myself.. maybe we're not fated to be together.. its only a dream that will never come true.. its pointless to tell me to stop loving you.. coz de 'magnetic pull' that u have is just so strong.. sigh.. i love you.. and will always will.. even if you dun.. i understand.. i cant force love.. neither can you force me to stop liking you.. whatever it is, ill be there for you whenever you need me.. i promise! love you.......................
i screamed at
2:30 PM with
0 piles of homework left sigh truth hurts!! well.. i dunno how come im still awake now.. yupp.. feel so down that i cant even sleep.. ok well.. did something stupid.. told her that i still like her.. yupp.. shouldnt have had told her.. sigh.. dunno how to face her in reality.. sigh.. noe she doesnt like me.. well.. maybe that has to be in my head 'she dun like me!'.. but.. forgetting her just seems so impossible.. tried how many times.. and it has been for 2 yrs.. sigh.. oh god.. why must i like her.. sigh.. history will never repeats itself.. i can assure myself that.. coz she don like me.. im pretty sure abt that too.. sigh.. anyway gotta go and try to get some sleep.. nitez.. got band later but think ill be later.. morning anyways.. nothin can represents my love for you coz it just seems so powerful to stop loving you..
i screamed at
6:40 PM with
0 piles of homework left sigh sigh.. didnt noe the post that i blog before this will have a very huge impact on PEOPLE.. yupp.. like wad the title says *Random Thoughts* yupp.. i dun understand why must people take wad i wrote so seriously sehh.. i mean its seriously random thoughts la.. every single thing was only a random thought.. coz all these didnt affect me.. yupp.. i was in my friend's shoe that's why.. so *(i shant name), pls dun take it seriously.. im not refering to anyone.. even if i would, its to someone else.. not you.. im serious.. dun need feel bad la k.. i wrote that also was too angry coz of other things.. yupp.. sigh.. Dun feel bad pls.. it's not you.. =( i miss her......
i screamed at
2:54 PM with
0 piles of homework left sad hi.. firstly wanna wish all hindus a happy deepavali and all muslim a selamat hari raya.. yupp.. its kinda late but ya.. well.. this yr was like de most touching hari raya ever la.. i actually cried.. dunno why.. its just so not me crying on hari raya but this yr seems soo touching.. yupp.. *Random Thoughts* 1) how do you feel when someone treats you like your boredom entertainer? well.. the world seems so unfair now rite.. yupp.. people just msg u when they have nothin to do.. yupp.. and u will feel so bad rite if nvr reply.. im not trying to imply anything.. or refering to any1 seriously.. yupp..2) my life seems so freaked up coz like everything just falls on me.. everything was going on so smoothly until one particular day when everything just 'whack' at me.. i stopped msging my friend.. den now like so bored.. haha.. ya and obviously there are other stuffs which makes me feel damn down now.. oh well... 3) how to forget the one u like? yupp.. i've always asked myself this question.. sigh.. its very very hard.. sometimes you just have to lie just to make sure that the one u like thinks that u dun like her anymore but actually deep in your heart, there's a place for her always.. its sooo FUC*ed up la.. it has been 2 freaking years.. cant i just forget her like once and for all?? one of de things that makes me very hard to forget her is that she always msg me and whenever we meet at the usual place, i just hope to be dere with her......... but its just sooooo impossible.. i have to accept the fact that she dun like me.. like wad my friend says, one sided love will go nowhere.. ill just hope that one day we'll be together (although impossible).. and pls stop making me miserable!!!!! 4) girl, i noe you like someone else, so please stop playing with my heart... it really hurts me when i noe there's someone else and that u're denying that fact. if i dun have a place in your heart, de least u could do is to stop tormenting me!! and also, dun make me have high hopes on you.. i dun blame you.. i blame myself for liking you.. sigh.. 5) haha.. i've said wad i wanted to.. okiee.. gotta go now.. need to rest.. too exhausted from your lies!! ='( i screamed at
5:35 PM with
0 piles of homework left note Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.................................... I think i've had enough of you.......................... You toyed around with my feelings....................................... Coz i noe the person i love is her and not you.................................. specially for you...... i screamed at
5:24 PM with
0 piles of homework left |
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