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don't look up just let them think

there's no place else you'd rather be in now

you can't turn back

because this road is all you'll ever have

Music saves our souls

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If you let me I could, I'd show you how to build your fences

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Monday, June 27, 2005;

skool starting..

well.. it was abt one month ago where my batch had meet the parents session, skool holiday starting, preparation for balloon hat fest and where everything was ok, no fights, arguement or wadsoever that can cause a breakdown in friendship.. now.. abt a month later, everything was different.. totally different.. skool's starting tml!, preparation for Fiesta in the gardens and alumni concert had started, and everything was not in proper place anymore.. i shall use my situation as an example.. well i was on good terms with my friends X and Y just abt 2-3 months ago.. but dunno wad wrong have i done until my good friends had to go against me.. well there's nothing else i can do.. a small prob had now turn into a very big one that i presume people not supposed to noe abt it.. my life is so fu**ed rite.. well sometimes i wonder to myself if i should end all my problem by (u shud nnoe) but i think abt it again, wad's the point of me doing such stuff to myself? so wad if i have 5 or 10 people going against me? at least i have my true friends by my side.. and at least i noe my true friends would not do wad both of you have done to me.. instead of finding out the real reason of why i did that or hear me out, you just jump to a concluscion that had affected my life the MOST.. have u ever imagined being in my shoes? well, i noe you cant be bothered to read or to even hear me out even if i write thousands of line but i have to say this, 'thanks for everything.. thanks for acting like you actually care..' and i have to agree on wad my good friend say, 'if his friendship with you is sincere, you guys will be friends back again and he wouldnt have had done wad he did'.. well, there's all i have to say and hope you reflect on wad you have done and hope that you change.. even if u dun, i still have to say thanks for ending our friendship that we have once built..

i screamed at 3:17 AM with 0 piles of homework left