My Life + My Problems.

2009-02-17T01:14:00.002+08:00

don't talk like as if you're the most hardworking person on earth and that others don give a damn.
i'm sick and tired of all these.
for once, make up your bloody idea.

2009-01-30T21:53:00.001+08:00

sometimes i just wish,
there is someone out there who will understand how i feel.
i just need a punching bag and a listening ear.
oh well.
3 more weeks and im done with year 2.

2009-01-21T22:15:00.002+08:00

Qian Wen and i had this conversation to check who's the greater stalker, obviously it's her.

she actually begs me! all for the sake of stalking.

hahaha, still can say "stalk for once" and claim that she's innocent! lol

2009-01-19T23:09:00.001+08:00

if only i could be this happy.

2009-01-13T00:20:00.002+08:00

school's been been a roller coaster.
lesson time are quite boring.
but when it comes to submission, all come at once.

imagine going to class, waste 4 hours just to do research and some journal shit.
or waste another 4 hours, trying to analyze what the teacher is teaching and complete the quiz?
honestly, my fighting spirits are deteriorating.

on another note, there's a lot of to-do list for the march - apr vacation!
just hope i clear all my subjects!

i know i've not been blogging here much,
sorry, give me some time to catch up with time and emotions.

2009-01-12T17:02:00.001+08:00

And part of me still believes
When you ay you're gonna stick around
And part of me still believes
We can find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try
So let's just say goodbye
Forever

I don't wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I'm out from under
I don't wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I'll get it all figured out
When I'm out from under

one of the few britney songs that i listen to. the lyrics are meaningful.

2009-01-11T00:36:00.002+08:00

just realised that the start of 2009 was filled with emo posts, both in my LJ and blog.
oh well, gotta try to keep the spirits high up!
anyway the 3-days open house event is over.
had fun.
it wasn't as good as i expected, not was it that bad.
overall, i had fun during mass dance, as usual!

i just hope you'll understand one day.

2009-01-08T00:57:00.000+08:00

How Can Someone Make Me So Sad
But Still I Only Want Them To Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend
I Wish You Loved Me

how true.
too bad, you won't understand.
coz you're gone.

2009-01-04T17:46:00.001+08:00

i'm tired of going through the whole damn cycle again.

2008-12-31T20:25:00.003+08:00

Some of the stuffs i have to say to some people for the year 2008.

A: it was fun msging those random stuffs to each other, always making fun of each other. and the "take turns to ask question". all the best in your studies! (:

B: i hope things are better now, although we never spoke a word, apart from important stuffs. i know it's hard to start a conversation once again but how long must it wait?

C: glad to have you back even for a while. let's hang out more since you're here and i miss those random sms-es! (: good luck in your studies!

D: hmmm, even though we seldom talk but when we talk it's really talking! haha. okay. although we cant go hk this yr, perhaps next yr? dont fall sick so often okay!

E: i know you still hold a grudge against me, but face it, it's the past? i hope you'll be more mature next yr, nevertheless you're a great friend. and good luck!

F: 2008 wasn't a good year for us, i swear. it was due to all the hiccups that we had. i couldn't bear to see our friendship just die off like that and i glad i met you guys on that sunday. it was in the past. now i just hope we dont have to go through the same cycle again. i miss being good friends with you, bithcing and what not. just that now, it's hard for me to talk to you coz we're so busy and guess i'm kinda holding back a little?

G: LONG TIME NO SEE. where and how have you been? don't tell me you go NS already? take care alright! always can read my mind and knwo how i feel without talking to me! (:

H: 2008 wasn't a good year for us. whatever that happens im sure our friendship is much stronger now. i dont want the incident to happen again,. you know how much you mean to me as a close friends. i miss those indulgence days, those walking home days or simply, bus rides home.

I: bitch! how's life. last time so close now so dao one! anyway good luck for your results and yeah, have fun going in!

J: haha my first guinea pig passenger! thanks for everything that we've been through this and the years before. it was great knolwing you. study hard and meet up soon okay! i'll be more careful at multi story carpark!

K: crazy idiot. i felt great after sharing with you some stuffs and i feel that i could be more open now. we always have the same topic to talk about, and the same person to target! (:

L: hey you. thanks for everything, especially towards the end of 2008. you've been of great help listening to me rant as much as you can. i thought it'll be awkward at first but i guess things were better than i expect it to be? those late night meetups, spin2 was awesome. not forgetting the emo talks. stay strong alright, whenever you need, it's my turn to be there for you. (:

M: ill always disturb you and you'll give me that stare and when it comes to a certain period of the day, you'll laugh like mad! all the best in everything you do and work harder!

N: hmmm, firstly i was surprised to find out that it was 2 lane and not 1 lane. but oh well, talking to you was great, and those random moments when you try to be crazy but CMI. and always irritating me. oh ya, you got your wish come true!

O: study hard okay. i know i've said this umpteen times but never give up and always have confidence in yourself. knowing the truth is better than jumping into conclusion? work harder!

P: honestly, i dunno how everything started. but yeah it started. it was quite awkward at first but after several meetups it was okay. although there were several contemplation and doubts on my part. let's go for late night supper again soon, and stop lying okay! (: sometimes, i find it hard to understad what's on your mind.

Q: the forever so busy fella. thanks for being such a great friend, listener and a motivator. thanks for listening to all my crap and stuffs and always trying to make me feel positive and even not reply my messages sometimes! let's go rounding soon okay. we got lots to catch up. and take more "continuous photo!"

R: hey you! still remember our codes?? haha. you're quite random at times and even asked me to trust you. like WTH. but thanks for trying to be there?

S: thanks for listening to my ranting about you know who. also thanks for keeping sth a secret, since back then in 2005! let's have a proper meetup soon! meetup is never complete without you in the clique. oh ya, also stop bullying me just because im the youngest in the clique!

T: zomg, another blastissimo year working together. im not sure if im joining next year but i guess we'll still keep in touch! outing when?

U: i don't know why you suddenly went MIA, but take care, i guess?

V: gosh i feel weird writing this for you, but i hope to know you before school ends? (:

W: well, this year have been quite a shaky year for me and you. i begain to had doubts due to sth that happened but i guess i was just being ridiculous and that i shouldn't be so paranoid. but i guess we made it up to each other. laughing a lot. bitching and stuffs. oh yeah, im gonna miss you when you go in! take care and meetup as usual okay!

X: omg, i can just imagine your voice now. :x anyway thanks for being such a great advisor, although always bullying me since im the youngest in the clique. stop emoing and have a better 2009!

Y: hello! forever late. anyway, thanks for being such a great friend, always listening to my story, rant whatever. if only everyone could be like you sia! you stop contemplative about coming to school okay! study hard. you owe me A LOT. work harder!

Z: bestfriend! hmm, again, although we dont really keep in touch this yr but when we do, we really do. like within a few minutes all the stuffs comes out! (: i wish you all the best in everything you do especially your love life! haha.

If you think you're one of them, try guessing which one! (:

2008-12-29T22:33:00.001+08:00

it seems like it's the season where a lot of people are sick.
stay healthy and rest well okay!

first day of school was AWESOME!
started the day with a long nag by the china woman.
and i got caught thanks to hw for showing sth to bibi.

afternoon was boring.
i just don like his lesson, no offence!

i'm still confused over everything now.

2008-12-28T21:00:00.004+08:00

it was about 2 weeks ago when i said holidays are here.
now, holiday's ending!
damn sian.

to be honest, i'm still in the holiday mood.
i wanna meet up with people and go for supper, spin spin and stuffs!
oh ya i miss catching up with people!

this holiday have been great.
let's see what i did.
15/12 (Monday) - Movie marathon with the cousins
16/12 (Tuesday) - Sentosa and Hei Sushi with the cousins
17/12 (Wednesday) - Minds cafe and Seoul Garden with Madeni, Danial and CK
18/12 (Thursday) - A Band and Driving at night!
19/12 (Friday) - A Band, Driving and catch up with Farahhh!
20/12 (Saturday) - Whole day band. -_-
21/12(Sunday) - Band plus last minute shopping for concert!
22/12 (Monday) - Variations VI
23/12 (Tuesday) - "Catch up with my sleep" day
24/12 (Wednesday) - Supper at Swensens with family and parents' friends
25/12 (Thursday) - send dad off plus driving and tonning till morning
26/12(Friday) - Dinner and stayover session with daryl and Nigel
27/12(Saturday) - Dinner with cousins at breeks and driving till 3am.
28/12(Sunday) - "Catch up with my sleep and prepare for school" day

sorry for being quite detailed here.
i don't wanna go to school tomorrow.
but stupid system, gave me warning letter.
ah fuck.
there goes my reputation!

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,
I just wanna be right here with you,
I don't wanna see, see us apart,
I just wanna say it straight from my heart:I miss you...

2008-12-28T18:07:00.002+08:00

Variations VI - The Best Ever.

2008-12-23T20:46:00.002+08:00

Concert's over!
this year wasn't as tensed as last yr in term of secretary-wise.
i was quite slack this yr.
i just have a feeling, if we have a bit more time, the musicality wise will be better.
anyway yeah, it's over. which means school starts next week!
damn sian. new term, new modules, new teachers.

anyway thanks to all for coming.
ticket sales was better than expected. (:

2008-12-17T23:14:00.001+08:00

i've been indulging myself, over indulging myself, that is for the past few days and it's only the start of the term break!

Monday was spent with the cousins movie marathon-ing at Osmans' house. watched, screamed, fell asleep (for 5 minutes!) eat eat and eat!i swear, we bought a lot of food stuffs but so little DRINKS!!

Tuesday was spent with the cousins, this time round off to Sentosa.At the start already it was super hilarious when we, i mean, Khairin almost got caught by the uncle who was just driving next to us.Macdonalds for breakfast, Hei Suhi for Lunch and dinner.

Today was spent with Danial, CK and Madeni at minds cafe for some board games.the varieties were quite limited, maybe coz it's a new branch?followed by Seoul Garden for dinner, all except Madeni.Swimming tomorrow with the cousins.

i really need to lose weight but it's not helping with the over indulgence of food around.sigh.

2008-12-16T23:50:00.002+08:00

today's sentosa was great i guess.
although we only submerged ourselves for about 1 hour?
there were no sun!
so we played some uno games by the beach. literally.
after that, headed down to DTE to have Hei Sushi buffet.
it was fun i guess. laughing our asses off.
untill some unknown auntie had to turn and stare at us on few occassions.
giving us that irritated look, saying that we were noisy(indirectly) and tsk us.
i don't like it at the fact that she had to give us that bitchy look.
so instead of facing the opposite direction, i exchange places with Diana.
den like when the auntie turn we just stared at her.
like hello. we weren't the only group that were making noise.
urgh.

2008-12-15T23:00:00.003+08:00

it's been a while since i had a proper update.
let me see where i shall start from...

5th dec - awesome day. went back to school to do ECSD. stayed till about 8 plus. oh ya we ordered Mcdonalds and bibi played hopscotch at the level 6 lobby. super funny. everybody were just being crazy. oh ya we sang "fall for you" don't know how many times that night. after that headed to airport to meet my cousins, mom and my aunt. i thought it was just supposed to be a meetup for dinner, but we ended up staying over. i was so sleepy i fell asleep for like 15 mins. oh ya it was fun to play camp games. "ka-na-sai". left at 530 in the morning.

6th dec - woke up at 9. only had 3 hours of sleep! den went to school to do ecsd. i can't believe i stayed in school from 10 to 3 on a saturday! madness. after that met ALMADIL at minds cafe. catch up, laughed, dinner at Lido, bus-ed down to airport and ya kun-ed. awesome night. i miss being my ownself or rather part of my ownself. :)

8th dec - nothing much. gathering at my place. and driving to airport! coffeeeee beann.

the whole of last week was hell. completing assignments, preparing for tests. the peak for this term. i know im gonna score better for SWEN than ECSD. trust me. Thursday ended with a good note for SWEN but not for alumni band. shall not talk about it.

Friday was Jane's birthday celebration. surprised her at breeks. she was indeed surprised again. my plan works. :) went suntec followed by town. ate at Far East plaza. :)

Saturday was spent in band.

Holidays are here, finally. but there's too many things happening, too little time. oh well. i just hope it won't past so fast, well what an impossible wish to ask for. sorry for the long and draggy post!

2008-12-14T23:33:00.001+08:00

i never seem to learn my lesson.
time and again.
im not sure why i still trust you?

2008-12-14T03:38:00.001+08:00

the ECSD and SWEN fever is finally over.
i wonder what they have in store for us for next semester.
bloody block teaching.

i'm reconsidering my participation for next year.
it's starting to get a bit sian.

2008-11-28T20:53:00.002+08:00

it's been a week since i last blogged.
a lot of things have been happening.
i shall just say it here.
the month of november hasn't been good, to me.
perhaps, it's worst month of this year, so far.

the 2 people who looked after me when my parents go to work passed away.
the 2 good and strong people.

the first one was the grandmother. although we're not related through blood, she treated me as one of her own. maybe even better! she passed away on the 5th of november.
it was a sudden and shocking news for me because i have not met her for super long okay. last time i met her was last year hari raya! this year, we decided to skip her house due to time constraint as my dad gotta leave for work again. it sucks to find out that the person whom you love most just passed away without you by their side. i even heard that months and weeks leading up to her death, she's been asking for me and 2 of her other granddaughters(my god sisters) coz we grew up almost together. ill still remember, in the past i would drop by her place during every single holiday and will play games with the 2 sisters(now aged 13 and 8). now, it's just history.

you might asked me why didn't i call them. well honestly, i have no idea why i didn't. perhaps i keep having this fear that what if i call them and they've already passed away that kind of thing. the next thing i know, it really happens.

so it took me quite some time to stand on my feet again. constantly thinking that it is all a dream, even till now. but oh well. so like 2 weeks after her departure, the grandfather got admitted to hospital after constant vomitting. i was lucky enough to be able to visit him last friday at CGH. he seems lively, still remember who i am at such an old age. ill always remember his smile on that day coz that was the last time i saw him smiling.

on 25th November, tuesday, morning as i was getting ready for school, my mom told me he passed away already. i was super shocked okay. but it still has't hit me yet. i went to school but i was exceptionally quiet on that day. i didn't do anything. sorry bibi and hui ting for asking you all to complete the work. after SWEN, i left school, went home changed and off to the place. well, that's where it began. 20 days ago was the grandmother, today's the grandfather.
like super sucky arh, haven't even heal from the first fall then kena the second.

oh well, eversince then i learn that we should not take things for granted. i've learnt my lesson. never wait until the end to cherish your loved ones.

on another note, i've been busy with tests, submissions, presentations, projects etc. block teaching is not good!

i'm going for a 2days 1 night camp tml. hope to come back with more photos! :) camps and outings are the only way for me to distract myself. seriously. december is here. freaking passed.

2008-11-21T22:50:00.001+08:00

Pieces playing includes:

Machu Picchu

El Camino Real

An American Elegy

Symphony No 9

and more....

interested pls contact me! (:

2008-11-20T22:29:00.002+08:00

the thought of having 4 hours labe later in the day makes me dread going to school. that's how i've been feeling for the past few days. therefore you cant blame me for splurging some money on cabfare on wednesdays and thursdays since class starts at 9? it's just so sucky to have the same programming subject for 4 hours for 4 out of 5 school days!

my eyes are getting tired coz of staring at the computers for long hours everyday! each day, average about 7 hours is spent on the computer each school day. now i kinda feel sian using computer. it's like the same routine everyday.

tomorrow's friday. SWEN presentation followed by lunch at eighteen chefs! wohooo! and alumni practice on saturday! i'm anxious to see the big band! (:

2008-11-18T21:56:00.001+08:00

i have SWEN test tomorrow and im so screwed can.
have not studied. i just hope i can crash some stuffs into my brain later.
i hate block teaching.
i hate PBL.

2008-11-17T23:01:00.002+08:00

i still hate the fact that the schoolDID NOT approve my compassionate leave recently.
super pissed off kay.because of that, my attendance is not 100%.no, it's not abt the fact that i want it to be 100% so much. the reason why i want my attendance to be 100% now is so that towards the end of the term i can clear leave. im so irritated okay. STUPID SYSTEM.

apart from that, workload has been piling up. this week alone, i have SWEN test on wednesday, SWEN presentation on Friday. concurrently, i have ECSD assignment to finish which i have yet to start. urghhhhh.

2008-11-12T21:56:00.002+08:00

im sorry for not having a proper post the past week.
a few events have been happening the past week which causes me to not have the mood to blog.

---- skip to friday
had a 1day camp for SKPS. the kids were okay. the usual amazing race but this time round it was more challenging because it covers chinatown, CBD and also little india area. so imagine having to WALK from chinatown to little india and back to china town to complete the stations. overall the group that i had was great. it's a good feeling to see them lead each other while you're just there guiding them. after debrief, went to Maxwell for dinner and headed home.

---- Sunday
stayed home most of the time but at 430, met my aunt and off for early dinner at Eastpoint. after that, the 2 adults didnt want to go home yet so we went Swensens (Airport) for ice cream! after that, slacked outside swensens, saw my potential seniors (LOL).

---- Today
class ended at 1 so met wee wee and manda and we went for our (wee wee and i) long awaited sakae buffet. bibi couldnt join us. :( it was fun talking, eating and laughing (well, isnt that what we always do?). after that watched the coffin. it was hilarious seeing the reactions of the other 2. i seat in the centre somemore so after some parts amanda and hong wee will take turns to ask me "eh what happened ar", "eh got or not" etc.

overall i had a week full of mixed emotions. am still trying my best to divert my attention and keep myself busy. i got lab work submission tomorrow and my application still cannot run. DEAD.

2008-11-10T21:53:00.001+08:00

i'm me but not me!
get it?

2008-11-03T21:27:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 23rd birthday MADENI! hope you're doing fine in Perth. i know this year's birthday it's different since you're away, but i hope you still had fun. don't emo okay! and let's gossip more on MSN. i still keep the conversation we had on Sunday! i know, you know. good la, having holiday den don't want come back. tsk tsk! okay. take care and talk to you soon! (:

here's something to cheer you up! enjoy!

Vogue sial. don't kill me okay!

2008-11-02T21:17:00.002+08:00

so fast and it's the end of week 2.
which means project deadlines are coming soon.
SWEN still got hope.
ECSD, can die.
i'm supposed to complete some ECSD homework but i still do not have Visual 2008 and SQL Server 2005.
oh well, who cares.
but, i cannot neglect my studies.
ECSD is 8cus le!
SWEN 5cus!
shit sia. okay whatever.

2008-11-01T13:49:00.001+08:00

taken from http://flickr.com/photos/23425810@N05/2484580538/

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both good for detected pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.
'Cause today, you walked out of my life
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

2008-10-31T21:35:00.005+08:00

i wasn't in school yesterday and to be honest, i went for S t S t e p h e n's camp coz they were short of instructors and i thought to myself, why not? yes i know, i should not miss lessons and stuffs but lessons are the same routine everyday!

reached the school at 640? met a lot of new friends. the other instructors were great and friendly. it's like they know it's my first camp so they were there to answer my doubts and stuffs. facilitating a primary school is so different from week 0 - im stating the obvious here.

so started off with ice breaking my group was 14. they just love dog and bone. -_- i tried asking them play takinotakinonokiki - or sth liddat they dun understand. after that was campfire preparation with 13 followed by pitching of tents. Lunched and off to CBD for amazing race. haha. i conducted the Mariah Hertorgh station and i kinda felt paiseh coz i forgot the history and had to refer to appendix given. reached back school at 6, dinner, they bathe, prepare for campfire and campfire. campfire was fun. okay maybe just that they were not enthu but other than that it was okay. the instructor dance was like ?? iszul and i only learn it for 10 mins? haha. after campfire, had supper and debrief and they went to their tents. note: i didn't say they went to sleep - they were supposed to. i left after debrief coz had to prepare for today's presentation.

overall, i think my first camp was great and kinda looking forward to more! pictures up!

Farhanah and i
Now you know why i'm so exhausted? lol
Amazing Race Last station - One Fullerton
Lisha and I - gossiped quite a lot!

Primary 6SD

2008-10-28T23:05:00.002+08:00

School's been AWESOME! - note the sarcasm.
why not? lab == copy and paste, solve error or group work!
everyday same routine.
i have presentation rehearsal this fri, sian.
then on thursday still got things to do.
i'm kinda looking forward to thursday actually!
:)

2008-10-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

i just finish doing SWEN- risk managment. gonna have a group discussion tomorrow. seriously, i've yet to be on my project mode. i'm only about 50% there. yes i may look organize trying to sort things out within my group but when it comes to completing the task as an individual, it takes time. i was supposed to do this on saturday, but i postponed to yesterday. then yesterday i postponed it to today. now, finally it's 70 % done. left group discussion and formalize it. to be honest, i'm not really sure what it is all about. i'm just doing what it ask me to. luckily got step by step. and i'm supposed to refer to books but the book is so wordy so i refer to webpages instead. i hope it is okay!

i have been thinking to myself, what should i do after Poly education? initially i wanted to apply straight to NIE but then, i realised, what IF, NIE is not for me? where and what should i do.

2008-10-26T01:34:00.004+08:00

First week of school is over. time passes by so quickly. 7 more weeks and say goodbye to this term! amazing. but i'm not looking forward to the upcoming weeks because there's test(s), presentation(s), interview(s) and not forgetting submission(s). block teaching sucks huh. 2 term worth of topics is compressed into 1 term. hmmm.

Yesterday had SWEN tutorial in the morning which was spent mostly on surfing the net, discussion and also feedback from Dr Liang. well, quite impressed with my groupmates! :) let's make this project a success okay! lesson ended earlier so i met Shelly for lunch(she treated me to Swensens! well she owed me anyway). after that went for dental, waited so long because doctor didn't see my name! after that waited for HONG WEE who took so long to finish changing his timetable and headed down to town to meet the girls. collect tix, buy food and off we went into the cinema to catch the much anticipated HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3- SENIOR YEAR. it was a nice movie i guess, just that some of the songs were boring. costume and prop wise = awesome! it was then followed by dinner and home-d!

Today went for alumni practice after don't know how many donkey years! actually only 2 months. so yeah, my playing was okay only and my sightreading sucks! a lot of mistakes, spotted by eric and rauf! practice was dragged until 1030(as usual) den off to Sempang for supper. service was quite slow today, talked, laughed and went home.

i just hope that i can manage my time well for the upcoming workload. i'm starting to feel the tension but i've yet to start working! still have to prepare for presentation. siannnnn.

2008-10-23T23:41:00.004+08:00

here's some comics from http://www.toothpastefordinner.com/

HSM3 tomorrow! (:

before that, 2 hours of SWEN tutorial which will be spent on Group discussion.

okay here's some photos taken today.

She's forever UNGLAM.

2008-10-22T23:03:00.002+08:00

It's only the third day of school and we've started on projects!
like so fast arh.
went to the library to check out some reference books.
but as expected, not much choices were left since some has already borrowed to more - famous books since monday.
after that did some planning for the project.
next week there's submission followed by formal presentation on the following week.
gosh, why is everything moving so fast.

i've yet to go for alumni practice.
soon okay.

2008-10-21T22:37:00.003+08:00

im starting to feel the sianness of block teaching even though it is only day 02.
the 4 hours lab make everything look so draggy and long.
imagine having 16 hours of the same subject every week!
i couldnt even survive 10 hours of hoop and oopg!

i miss the class.
3 hours break tomorrow!

2008-10-20T22:32:00.003+08:00

First day of school and there's already homework to be completed.
i just finish the whole thing, it's like to long winded. must state and explain. urgh.
today's lab session was quite okay but dry as usual. maybe it's still the first day.
did some presentation which is more like self study coz we have to present what we had studied from the book - and the book is like so wordy can.
ok i should stop complaining.
class at 11 tomorrow!

i was full of hope this morning and afternoon.
but when you told me you cannot make it, i felt disappointed.
why do i feel this way?

2008-10-17T22:44:00.002+08:00

Last few days have been quite alright.

Tuesday - went for Danial's chalet, which was kinda last minute but i guess it was fun. kinda cheered me up a little.

Wednesday - met up with Wee wee and Manda since i was not able to meet them on Monday. it was a fun catching up and teasing session with them. i just hope they're able to change their timetable for the upcoming semester.

Thursday -nothing much. Timetable released and i'm 50-50 about it.

Friday - celebrated Lashvina's birthday and went back to school for Semester briefing. it was boring, as usual. after that met up with Sarah for talking session with coffee bean ice blended drinks!

with the upcoming semester, when we'll split into different classes, i still do hope that we can meet up for lunch as a caregroup together! people might wonder, why do i bother so much in trying to pull the class together(organize outings, birthdays etc.). well, it was because back then in Secondary school, i was so busy with CCA that i kinda neglected my classmates causing me not being close to them. i don't want that to happen now that's why i try to bond the class together.

enough said, see you guys again!

2008-10-11T14:25:00.002+08:00

1. The person who tagged:
-Shelly

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
-Friend

3. Your five impressions of him/her:
a. Loud
b. Easy to be bully
c. Funny
d. ?
e. ?

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
-Accompanied me all the way to orchard just to get my shoe?

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
-all the complains and gossip? That’s not memorable right?

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
-don’t worry, it won’t happen. We’re just friends right?

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
-refer to the answer to question 6 of this quiz. lol

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:-
refer to the answer to question 6 of this quiz. lol

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
-She still owe me 2 treats.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
-wait for her to treat me.

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?:
-i don’t know.

13. The characteristic(s) that you love about yourself are:
-tell you for what. I love myself because i’m Me.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
-why do i have such a past.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
-don’t know le.

16. For people who cares about and likes you, say something to them:
-thank you very much.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:
#1: Sarah Adnan
#2: Madeni Jais
#3: Benjamin Ng
#4: Farah
#5: Farahin
#6:Emerlyn
#7: Haikal Nekla
#8: Nicholas Tan WJ
#9: Eric Ng
#10:Hui Ting

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with? [Emerlyn]
-how would i know? With TIKEY?

19. Is no.9 a male or female? [Eric Ng]
-Male, if i remember correctly. LOL

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Haikal Nekla and Hui Ting]
-NEVER, it won’t happen, right haikal.

22. What is no.2 studying about? [Madeni Jais]
-Architecture stuffs

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? [Benjamin Ng]
- Last week

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like? [Nicholas Tan WJ]
-chinese and random English songs because his thumbdrive got a lot of Chinese and random English songs.

25. Does no.1 have any siblings? [Sarah Adnan]
-yupp, TWO SISTERS.

26. Will you woo no.3? [Benjamin Ng]
-No. -_-

27. How about no.7?[Haikal Nekla]
-NO!! We’re friends since i was sec 2 and it shall remain that way. Like duhh.

28. Is no.4 single? [Farah]
-NOPEEE.

29. What is the surname of no.5? [Farahin]
-don’t tell you

30. What's the hobby of no.4? [Farah]
-call herself QUEEN and write songs/ poems- i guess?

31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? [Farahin and Eric Ng]
-that’s if they know each other.

32. Where is no.2 studying at? [Madeni Jais]
-Perth, Australia

33. Share something casual about no.1: [Sarah Adnan]
-when we talk, it may not stop till something stops us. Think so?

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? [Nicholas Tan]
-haha, no.

35. Where does no.9 live at? [Eric NG]
-Kembangan there

36. What colour does no.3 like? [Benjamin Ng]
-green?

37. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends? [Farahin and Sarah Adnan]
-No..

38. Does no.1 have any pets? [Sarah Adnan]
-Nope

39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? [Haikal Nekla]
-oh please i better say no if not he’ll start acting. haha

40. What is no. 10 doing now? [Hui Ting]
-working? Or slacking at home? Or watching anime? I don’t know. Or i know, STALKING.

2008-10-10T21:25:00.002+08:00

i hope that you won't get the wrong idea.
i just treat you as a close friend, that's the max we can be.
coz i already have someone else.
i don't want this to spoil our friendship.

2008-10-03T20:38:00.002+08:00

i'm back blogging, actually i came back on monday.
well, nothing much, this year's hari raya was quite okay.
well felt a bit plain, not sure if it's just me.
perhaps it was due to the fact that it falls on wednesday and that people had to work on thursday.

anyway, yesterday went to Aidil's house for his open house.
after that went TM to watch mamma mia!
it was quite okay but i swear some parts were corny.
after the movie, we went to some place in tamp and we recorded a video for madeni and took some photos.
it was damn funny.
it was great to see everybody again, after a few falied attempts for a meet up.
and having fun, laughing, making fun of each others etc.

had driving today which was quite okay.
did vertical parking.
after that went gym with alan.
it was funny and quite productive too.

i was so bored just now so i decided to browse through my old documents.
saw old photos, tuba section documents, secretary documents, that letter etc.
some made me laughed, some made me wonder.
oh well.

tomorrow will be the continuation of my hari raya house visiting.
i'm not really excited for it. hahaha
dun ask me why coz i also dunno.

i'm desperate for your voice.

2008-09-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

just in case i don't come online later in the day,
just wanna say goodbye and take care people!
will be away till 29th Sep.
hmm, till next time. (:

//class outing after i come back?

2008-09-13T23:05:00.002+08:00

so fast and 2 more days ill be flying off? make that 44 more hours!
well, for those who don't know, im going away from 15 - 29 for religious purposes.
i'm quite looking forward to it actually.

and eh my parents decided to throw some of my house furniture away coz like damn old alr.
so yeah, my hall now is like furniture - less den got like echo also!
as if i just shift house like that.

driving lessons for this month has been awesome!
not much scolding, learn a lot and i hope i can pass!
to the driving instructor who tagged: thank you!
i'm quite nervous for it actually.
oh well, one step at a time.

actually, i don't know what to blog about.
i just hope next year's TBC won't be in fasting month! :D

2008-09-13T01:28:00.002+08:00

TIKEY OEI!
so funny la they all. spam my email like nobody's business.
there is such thing called mass MSN convo then they go communicate via email.
some of their replies, and all the timing like 1- 2 mins difference.

M: it's only a day after camp and u guys are spamming my mail!!! haha. i miss tikey!!!!! let's all come back school for camp!!!!!

J: ok. tmr 9am at IIT concourse.

W: please be in your covered shoes.

M: okpls all prepare ur indenmity form and $50 for camp tml. 9 am. things to bring are 20 t shirt, 10 shorts and unlimited underwear. let's stay in school and have camp forever!!i wil bring a washing machine. haha

B: ok sure no problem see you guys there =)

J: why unlimited underwear? you got habit of throwing away when worn once?

E: Eh you all damn lame can. eh dont forget to bring the tv. i want to watch tv.

M: we can all jus go wee you's GET lab to watch tv play game there. haha. btw, first photo for all of u!!!!!

okay i know some of you may not get it. so nevermind!

it's waste that i didn't manage to spend lots of time with them. oh well.
last driving lesson tomorrow!

2008-09-09T01:41:00.001+08:00

i was laughing ~~my ass off~~ while i was reading my archives.
i can't believe i blogged liddat la.
oh well, those were the days.

2008-09-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

DRIVING LESSONS ARE SOOOOO EXPENSIVEEEE!
like omg, i don't know how much i've paid for the lessons.
funny thing is, the school charge almost 3 times more expensive than private, well i admit there are some advantages but like wtf.
and i'm quite surprised that auto car lessons are more expenssive than manual.

ok whatever.
had driving intensive for the past few days. bo pian one coz to make up for the period that i'll be away and also for august since i only went for 3 lessons for the whole month?
i'm quite okay with my performance but surely there is a lot of room for improvements. and yeah, finally i have change of instructors because the ONETEAM thingy supposed to like change instructors on a rotational basis, well it oly occured recently when my instructor, the fierce one, was on leave.
well, if only i could ask for a permanent change of instructor sehh. nevermind la, he's not that bad. *assuring myself*

today after driving met up with Aidil and Alan impromptuly coz they were from Bugis so break-fast together. talked, laughed. hmmm, good good, i've been meeting a lot of different groups of friends recently. yayy.

okay, quite a busy week ahead again, before i flew off.
till then, bye!

2008-09-07T01:14:00.002+08:00

"it was a great get-together,talking bout the old secondary skool days,during recess &our "special sessions during skool hrs" - a.k.a as the chance to take a break frm some classes hahaha and when this indian man came with something we didn't order,i replied him in that indian accent that my fren could identify,knowing how i would always love doing that when we go out to eat after school or even in school hahaha!!"

took that from jeremy's blog.
oh well, those were the days.
i wonder when will our next meet up be!
some of the things that we talked about:
- ck with the teachers
- ck angry with nigel for dropping his fishBALLS during racial harmony carnival
- how much we laughed and gossiped during recess
- recess and after school being the motivation of us going to school (well sometimes)
- meeting up at kembangan to chao morning band practice on WEDNESDAYS!
- meeting up at PAYA LEBAR MACDONALDS to chao the boring MOTIVATIONAL CAMP!
and more.

and i'm anticipating the results! hope it'll be good news for everyone.

2008-09-05T23:32:00.002+08:00

class bbq was fun, i guess!
will upload the photos once i get hold of it.
today's break-fast with jeremy, choon kiat and haikal was funn.
talked, laughed, teased each other.
went sempang because MR JEREMY was craving for the food at SPIZE but he didn't even finish his portion of food.
after that, we headed to geylang bazaar.
so packed, stuffy and smoky.
but it was funn. if only MR HAIKAL NEKLA could have had join us.
oh well, walked quite a bit den slack den went home.

why must i always bump into you.
retribution or what.
51920211 ended last year, okay.

waiting for your call

2008-09-03T21:27:00.002+08:00

it sucks when your nose keep running away, not literally!
and especially when you're fasting, there's nothing much you can do abt it,
apart from blowing the mucus out. ok that's sickk!
anyway driving lessons have been great.
he wasn't that PMS-ish YET and i hope it will remain this way.
oh well.

12 days and counting.

2008-09-02T18:15:00.001+08:00

2008-09-01T23:56:00.002+08:00

i went for the injection today.
urgh, i hate injection, not because it's painful.
but it's the after-effect. i can still feel the numbness now.
it's only on both my left and right muscles.
and urgh, i hate injections!!

2008-09-01T00:01:00.002+08:00

i ~~want~~ need to talk to you.
coz only you would be able to understand how i feel.
but how? i don't know how to make the first move.
like what you said in one of your posts in July.
i know you would be reading this.
if you are, and if you are still interested and want to be like old times,
don't mind me talking non stop about nonsensical stuffs,
don't mind me gossiping to you,
don't mind me ranting to you,
contact me okay.
i'll be waiting.
coz only you, is able to understand me.
:)

2008-08-30T22:53:00.002+08:00

went back St Pat's yesterday.
it was quite okay i guess.
didn't see a many teachers, perhaps just Miss Chen and Salleh.
yeah. -_-
anyway, we were like slacking in the library the whole time.
it was fun, talking about the old times.
oh well.
after that, walked around school a bit den headed off to friday prayers.
after prayers the rest headed to Parkway while i went Tamp for my dental appointment.

after dental, met the rest at E! hub.
they wanted to play some sports initially but we ended up at nicholas's house playing mahjong!
funn sehh. i won quite a few games, but we didn't gamble okay!
we felt bored after that so we played this spin and drink.
but we didn't use alcoholic drinks, we used a mixture of liquid like coke, sprite, milk, coffee, salt water, sugar water, green tea and biscuits!
haha. luckily no one puked.
choon kiat came and we played more lame games till 11 plus before we all left for home.
and i went out after that. (:

1 more month and it's Hari Raya!
Fasting month is here. (:

my dad was being so random, he actually bought for me stuffs from doha. the first time in don't know how long. weirdddd.

why am i feeling this way.....

2008-08-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER.
I AM ~~SOOO~~ HAPPY!
so after last paper, some of us, or rather 1/2 the class went CS to accompany Hery collect his phone and off to Airport for POPEYES!
was fun lar, laughed a lot.
ate, gossip, yes my class even the guys gossip, in a way or another.
told you my class has stalking and gossiping in our genes.
i'm gonna miss them when we change class next semester.
ok pics up next!

and now since exams are over, i got other things to settle.
i sense a busy holiday!
till next time, see ya!

2008-08-27T21:05:00.003+08:00

EXAMS HAVE BEEN SUCKY!
to make things worst, i fell sick.
or rather start to have the symptoms yesterday, before DBSY paper!
sianz siaz.
den during DBSY paper, i practically stone at the ERD question.
like WTF.
den today before OOAD paper, i was sneezing all the way when we were studying.
den during the paper, my nose started running.
luckily i bought tissue paper before that.
sianz. the illness ~~will~~ has affected my performance.
it sucks to fall sick during exam period.
especially when you bareky finish studying or when you can't think properly during exams.
oh well, shall just see how my results will be.

oh ya, i swear my course is THE MOST KIASU COURSE okay!
it's like we have a lot of assignments, and at the same time, we have test for all of the subjects.
like WTH sia.
other courses only got 1 or 2 paper, we got 4!
and our assignment workload is about the same with other courses.
sigh.

on another note, POPEYE's with classmates after last paper tml.
:)

2008-08-25T23:00:00.002+08:00

i'm exhausted from all the studying.
but i guess it's great to see that what you teach is being understood by others.
sense of satisfaction.
maybe it runs in the genes, right Sarah?

gonna sleep now.
waking up early tomorrow to study DBSY, again!

2008-08-23T22:12:00.001+08:00

went back to school to study again, 4th day in a row.
this is like the first time that i go back school almost everyday during study break.
normally i just stay at home and study.
but i guess study group's good.
can ask others for help and in return teach others as well.

the weather for the past few days hasnt been really good.
keep raining and super cold.
today study in LT some more den i forgot to bring my cardigan so was like freezing.
but fun.

i can't wait till exams are over.

don't give up without trying.

2008-08-22T22:31:00.003+08:00

the thought of going for intensive driving lessons to make up after exams kinda freaks me out.
but i must hold on.
coz it's the last few lessons(i hope!).
i really can't wait to get it over and done with.
hopefully things will go on smoothly.
urgh. back to studying.

2008-08-21T21:42:00.003+08:00

went back to school again today.

it was quite fruitful i guess.

just that my attention span on revision is short! :(

like i stop a while only den cannot study alr.

arrgh.

just hope things will go on well.

i miss them. <3

and oh ya, my class got a lot of stalker.
i think it runs in the ~~blood~~ class.
anything and everything can be use as a medium to stalk.
hahahaahahaahahha.
but oh well, stalking is fun.

can't wait till exams are over (:
good luck for your papers.

2008-08-20T22:35:00.002+08:00

went back to school today for dsag revision tutorial
(more like QnA)
followed by dbsy revision lecture
(more like i-give-you-answer-explain-a-bit-then-finish)
okay la, both quite fruitful.

reached home, thought i would have the mood and discpline to study.
i was wrong.
end up blog hopping and surfin the net.
i wannat get iphone but it's soo expensive can.
and the plan required is so different. :(

going back to school again tml, to study.
hopefully it'll be fruitful.
1 more week to end of exams.
can't wait for semestral break, well not really.
still gotta pass my driving lesson. urgh.

oh ya and i drove auto-car yesterday.
it was so funn la. cheat sia!
less things to do, coordinate and all.
and the instructor was so nice.
explain till i get it without losing his temper.
hmph.
if only he's my instructor.
oh well, just gotta buck up for my TP.
please please, i wanna pass.

Maybe I am much more you never know what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything

2008-08-18T21:45:00.002+08:00

Family's chalet was awesome.
even though it was only for 1 night.
a lot of food, even though the variety wasn't much.

talking session with Sarah until 3am in the morning was awesome.
from room to living room and then back to the room.
I know, you know.
haha.
at least i know, there is a cousin of mine who understands.
LOL.

today check out at 10 am,
oh yeah did i mention that this chalet we(cousins) managed to sleep on the bed!
because not many people stayed over so there's like enough beds for everyone!
and yeah, it was quite peaceful without the nagging and all.
anyway, reached home, watched a bit of olympic athletics den slept till 130!
woke up, sort out allllll my notes, tutorials.
and only began "studying" at 3.

i really need to buck up.
Good luck to those having exams/ prelims/ test whatever.

2008-08-16T21:13:00.003+08:00

i lost my favourite pen.
time to go shopping
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for stationaries. (:

2008-08-15T22:53:00.002+08:00

today's the last day of school,
study week ahead followed by exam week.
feel quite relax that school has ended == no more projects for now.
sem 2.1 has been really a taxing semester.
with all the unhappiness, stress, laughter and joy, it sure was memorable.

i'm happy that all of us survived the project submissions despite having problems.
sad thing is, the class will be splitted in 2 coz of the option selection.

on another note, i'm happy today. <3

2008-08-14T21:02:00.002+08:00

today's CSAD lecture was perhaps the most packed lecture ever.
coz of the semestral briefing, again.
after that, headed to TM with lee lee, bibi and wee wee.
(nice names).
walked a bit, before heading to Swenses for ice cream!!
there's this student offer, 2 sundaes for $9.80.
so yeah.
ate, talked, laughed, and hong wee admitted something to all of us. (:

after that, bibi left, i accompanied the other 2 retards to arcade.
played some games to distress!
fun sia.
while we were playing the racing game, there's this boy who keep irritating us.
keep asking if we can sponsor him 1 game.
but we like hinted a "no" but he keep asking and asking.
den he say he no money, but we found out that he has been wasting his money on
the sweet machine thingy.
den he say he went there without his parents.
hmmm, after failing to get some money from us, he went to another man.
can see the man like irritated also.

aiyo, want go arcade, no money it's okay.
but don't have to go around lying or even keep pestering people.
okay, after distressing, lee lee met bird bird, wee wee and i left.
that's all for today.

perhaps i was having too much of a high hope. :(

2008-08-13T21:11:00.002+08:00

my blog is sooo dead.
anyway, i officially declare that the assignments/ workload/ quizes for this semester is over.
However, there's nothing to be happy about coz the main exam will be here in less than 2 weeks time.
and, i've yet to study.
i need a short break before the study break.
first time having 4 papers in a row.
CAN DIE!

anyway was bored just now.
so i browse through the letters/ cards that i received on my band ROD,
which was like 2 years ago!
time passes so fast.

okay i gonna go back to my hong kong drama.
Wars of In Laws 2!

still waiting (:

2008-08-10T20:33:00.003+08:00

i just completed CMSK brochure.
wohooo!
last submission for this semester!
the only thing left is CSAD presentation on wed. -_-
hope my group and i can answer her well.
:)

last week of school is here.
that's fast.
exams will be in 2 weeks and i've yet to start studying.
hopefully i'll start next monday after the chalet!

2008-08-06T22:01:00.001+08:00

and i'm still waiting for your reply. :)

2008-08-04T20:27:00.009+08:00

im backk to blogspot.
it feels more homely here.
i don't know why but since i move to wordpress, most of my post are in livejournal.
but, now, im gonna try my best to blog here.

okay let me see. july has been an amazing and tiring month.
project submissions, especially CSAD and DBSY = can die.
not forgetting lab test on the day after my uncle's wedding.
i know i'm gonna fail coz i didn't study.
was too exhausted.

Not forgetting an emotional morning when Madeni flew off to Perth.
i taught alan how to buy MC from polyclinic!
he a bit kuku. LOL.

okay first big highlight would be my uncle's solemnisation and wedding ceremony on 19th and 20th July.
it was a 5-day event.
i had fun, i'm sure most of us had fun (rebelling, singing, laughing and what not!)
oh well, let the photos do the talking.
oh ya, and we even formed our own clique among the cousins!
well maybe not.
it just so happens that all of us are around the same age.
except faheem.
pictures of the weekend!

the groom kissing the brides

ladiesss..

timon and pumba - all grown up!

er, the so called "groom"

we're twins for the day.

my uncle and his wifee!

the adam's children

we took a break @ coffee bean ehub!

back to business!

the Adam's family

cousins!!

the guys

next up, Jojo's 20th birthday!
hmm, everyone was tired after completing dbsy.
submission deadline was at 6pm, but most of us submitted after that.
anyway yeah, went to sempang.
had dinner.
there were some misunderstanding.
coz we were occupying 1 table from stall a and 1 from b.
b said a can only take order from those seating on a, while b order those seating on b side.
like wtf.
anyway yeah, wee wee and i went "toilet" - bought the cake.
surprised, well not really, jojo at mad jack's cafe.
it was fun.

he embarassed himself, again

birthday boy with the cake

the chocolatey cake

the dota gang

us

us - unglam

DBSY lab test is tomorrow and i have not studied and im not planning to.
since it's open book, i'm gonna prepare all the notes den can just refer.
hope i can pass sehh.

remaining projects.
CSAD
Psychology
CMSK
and i'm done with this semester's projects!

2008-08-03T22:03:00.003+08:00

i'm back to blogspot!
somewhat, i feel easier to navigate around here.
okay, lots of overdue posts! especially with regards to my uncle's wedding!
i doubt anyone would read also, but yeah, i hope blogger would increase my interest in blogging again.
till then, chiaoz!

2008-06-09T11:29:00.003+08:00

i'm sick and tired of being the nice guy.

really.

thus i've moved on.

ignorance is bliss.

and stop coming up with excuses.

i know there are thousand and one loop holes.

i've finally figure it out.

and i need to go for personal development courses.

on how to choose my friends wisely.

coz even the closest friends will turn their back against you.

2008-06-07T22:50:00.003+08:00

wohooo! it's holiday time!
like finally, after 7 weeks of hell.
can have 2 weeks break.
well, it's not really gonna be a break.
lot's of things will be happening.
outings, celebrations and assignments meetups!

OOAD paper wasn't that bad afterall.
luckily robustness analysis wasn't tested in this test.
should be able to pass la.

after last paper, went out with the usual people for lunch at TM.
slacked, i met Ms B and off to dentist.
wasted didn't put on my bottome braces coz the dentist say still no space.
so should be next visit den can put.

today had my first driving lesson.
it was quite fun actually.
but scary at the same time.
and i hate the clutch pedal.
it's so troublesome. haha.

okay. gonna watch tv now.
my cousins coming over tml!
family gathering yo!
the ADAM's family is love.
and i can't wait for Tokyo 2012!
hopefully.

2008-06-05T23:20:00.001+08:00

today's CSAD paper was kinda easy.
i think majority of the dip IT students who sat for the paper manage to complete it within 30 mins.
everyone as shocked when they first read the question paper.
it's excactly the same as the revision paper.
really.
till i heard 1 guy stating a remark "wha this one class test or term test?"
hmmm. if only the end of sem paper is as easy as this.
but oh well, being easy, im sure i did some mistakes.
damn. but oh well.
i hope i can score well.

on another note, i think im gonna screw up my ooad paper tml.
the robustness analysis part just dun wan to enter my brain.
till next time, bye!

LAST PAPER!

2008-06-04T21:46:00.003+08:00

today was not a fruitful studying day.
ok first thing first.

DSAG paper was okkay.
but as expected, it won't be similar to last yr's paper.
quite different style of questions.
and i practice the codes for linked list so much, come out only 2 marks question.
de other codings all not really related to linked list. -_-

DBSY on the other hand was fucked up.
she said concentrate on theory.
coz 40 marks theory, 40 marks drawing and mapping.
turn out to be 26 marks theory, 54 marks drawing and mapping.
worst still, i screw up some parts!
kinda missed out the smaller details...

today i intended to study from 11.
came online, read a bit, clueless...
blog hopping. youtube videos, friendster.
blah blah.
in the end started only at 5. -_-
but okay la.
im taking a risk by just studying the last week's revision notes.
coz they say if study that one can help you pass.

oh ya, time to rant.
it seems that dip IT students are the suay-est people in IIT school.
really.
everytime when there's written exams, we have the most,
or we'll be the last to finish.
i dunno about other batch but for my batch it seems that way.
last sem, IND students only got 2 term test papers, we got 4!
this sem, GET students got 1 term test paper, we got4!
thanks arh.
okay enough ranting.
i better get back to freshing up my memory about what i've learnt. (:

2 down, 2 more to go.

2008-06-01T22:20:00.003+08:00

i am oh so dead for tomorrow's paper.
okay la.
i see no point in memorizing anymore coz the more i memorize,
more confuse ill get.
Good luck to everyone!

and congrats to the 15 IITSC main committee AY 08/09.
to those who didn't make it,
don't be disappointed yeah?
oh ya, and congrats to Brandon for being the President of TPSU.
finally, someone from IIT.
and congrats to Pinky Piggy AKA Yanti
for making it to BSC.

okay.
term test is here.
i can feel it.
i just hope whatever i studied come out.
let's just hope tml's post will be a happy one.
provided, im confident of passing! (:

2008-05-31T15:06:00.002+08:00

sometimes the person that will turn against you
is your closest friend ever.
no point emoing.
that's life.

everyone is in a way or another individualistic.
just like you.
and you.

2008-05-30T21:51:00.003+08:00

today's psycho lesson was.... a waste of time.
we didn't even focus on script writing la!
like WTH.
so after lesson went to CDC with hong wee.
top up my account den met mitchell and ian.
WOW after such a long time.
i was SUPER late.
was supposed to meet at 2.
i reached tamp at 245.

had sakae buffet.
talked.
catch up.
it's so fun la.
den slacked somewhere.

i couldn't sleep yesterday so i wrote this.

Life is so unpredictable.
One moment you can be close friends.
de next moment you became sworn enemies.
One moment you like someone.
de next moment you hate him.
One moment you keep his secret.
de next moment you backstab him.
One moment you knew each other.
de next moment you became strangers.
One moment you accept him for his weaknesses.
de next moment you complain about his weaknesses.
One moment you accept him for who he is.
de next moment you hope he'll change to suit your reputation.
One moment is Hi.
de next moment is bye.

and how i wish we can be close again. (:

and and!!
my mom just asked me what is Ministry of Sound.
she said her friend ask her go tml.
im super stunned!
haha!

2008-05-28T21:30:00.006+08:00

i was actually in the mood to study.
HOWEVER, upon going online, my mood changes.
haha.
so there goes; another evening being wasted not studying.
oh well.
i should really buck up and have more discipline!!!
term test is next week.
I CAN DO IT.

sometimes i really wonder what makes things turn this way.
i know there are loop holes.
but i just can't seem to think of any possibilities.
it just happen too quickly and shockingly.
really.

i just hope the "conflict" around me can come to an end soon.
it just so sad to see things turn this way as well.
i guess i'm not the only one who has these "friendship" problems.
sigh.

and and i'm SO fucking broke can.
i got lots of overdue stuffs to buy/ pay.
zzzzzzz!
oh well.

i kinda miss OLTC and week 0.
i miss being high with the rest.
now the only high people are only the usual people.
oh well.

2008-05-27T22:38:00.003+08:00

assignment submissions are over, for now at least.
but still, there's no time for me to slack.
next week is the term test.
i cannot fail. i hope!
urgh. holiday's coming.
so fast.

oh they're having the election for SU and the SC.
went voting just now.
wish all of those taking part all the best!

these few days have been tiring.
apart from workload, i think the weather plays a role.
sian.
today for the first time ever,
i almost fell asleep in DBSY.
okay maybe coz it's SOOO boring.
and i didn't go for OOAD again.
oh well.

gotta start studying for term test!!!

and there seems to be a lot of conflict going on.
sigh.

2008-05-26T23:53:00.001+08:00

oh it was fake.........

2008-05-24T22:53:00.002+08:00

i was shocked.
tears started rolling down my eyes.
yes, it's not right for a boy to cry.
especially in public.
but i just can't help it.
boys DO HAVE feelings aswell.
FUCK OFF IF YOU THINK BOYS CAN'T CRY WHEN THEY'RE DOWN.

there's nothing else for me to say.
whatever that has been said left me speechless.
there's nothing i can do abt it.

i'm sad.
i would be lying if i say i don't feel anything.

i thought after all the project submissions,
i could end this week on a happy note.
but i was wrong.

i will not care about you and them if you don't want me to.

2008-05-23T20:06:00.002+08:00

walking home from pasir ris interchange seems to be my new daily routine,
that if i take 15 home.
it's great actually to just walk home.
and for the past 3 times that i walked home,
i met 3 different primary school friends of mine.
on tuesday i met Dayanah,
yesterday i met Shawn.
today i met Ili.
hmm, i wonder who i'll meet next.

teh double chocolate i bought from DTE and white sand's McCafe taste different.
i prefer the one from DTE. :)

today marks the end of a stressful school week.
been staying in school till at least 530 to complete projects.
i really dun understand why CSAD report must be so long winded.
we printed out 68 pages of report plus binding and it cost $19.20.
we were fucking shock! really.
coz they require colour for some.
like oh please. it's only phase 1.
and someone said that the report it's nothing.
later on will be worst.
oh god, we shall see!

and yeah, i passed Basic theory.
special thanks to BIBI for the last min tips.
i think i would have had failed without your tips.
and the FTT is like 2 months away! sian...
let's just hope i can pass it at 1 go.
and THANKS TO WEE WEE AKA THE BITCH FOR CURSING ME.

and waiting for the results to appear was even more nervous than waiting for JAVA to compile.
ok irrelevant.
ok shall rest now.
TIRED LA.

2008-05-20T21:50:00.002+08:00

after school i took 15 to pasir ris interchange(one of the usual routines)
but instead of changing to another bus, i decided to walk home.
bought banana milk tea, use to be one of my favourites, especially the one from parkway!
and walked home.
walked through the PR time park.
it was nice and relaxing actually.
seeing people joggin, fishing or just relaxing.
suddenly i had flashbacks of the good old days.
when i was in primary school.
how i hated 1.6, and thinking that it's bad enough.
haha. walked past my primary school.
everything just comes back!

oh well.
another reason why i walked home was coz i needed time off
from the computer.
and relax my mind from all the assignments.
oh well. 2 more days to the deadline.
and i doubt im going VJ concert tml.
sorry hidhir, will pay you for the tix soon.

i'm so in love with ben & jerry's strawberry cheesecake and
new york super fudge chunk ice cream. :D

2008-05-19T22:02:00.013+08:00

DOUBLE SURPRISEEEEEE!!!
yesterday was a blast.
beware, lots of photos for this post.
it's been a long time since i last post a blog post with lots of photos.
:)

and so yesterday was, as written above the double surprise.
objective was to celebrate madeni's farewell and also hilmi's 21st birthday.
and so the event was glamorously held at..

The Fullerton Hotel

no, we're not rich asses.
we just save up for this event so that
it'll be a memorable one for mad and hilmi.
and so me, alan and aidil met up first.
went to the hotel first to settle some reservation stuffs
before Hilmi and Nick met up with us.
we slacked and discuss abt the plan.
hilmi left to meet mad, while i was supposedly late.
slacked a while before meeting them at the black bird at boat quay.

it was quite stressful for me.
the thing is, Hilmi thinks we're celebrating Madeni's farewell.
whereas Madeni thinks that we're celebrating Hilmi's birthday.
so i had to be careful of what i say to ensure that i don't leak out any information.
so as to buy time, i suggested camwhoring and claiming that i'm tired of walking.
reason being: i took 36 to city hall and walked to VCH to pass some stuff to SAJC people
before meeting them.
i won't be so dumb as to take bus all the way from home to go to VCH. :D
cam whoring sessions..

haha. den headed to the hotel.
i needed the toilet(part of the plan)
so after received confirmation from aidil, i brought them to the place.
before that, we had another camwhore session in the hotel.

after camwhoring, i brought them to the restaurant.
i told madeni to take the photos of the interior restaurant.
he was like "can go in liddat meh?"
den walk walk walk, "Surprise!"
he was shocked at that point of time and 15 mins following that.
he couldn't believe that he fell for our trick.

"i was in shock for a good 15 min. and everyone was practically thrilled that i was for once, the dumb blonde. (usually, its hilmi)"

and so since all of us were hungy, we started eating.
obviously we try as much not to be a kiasu singaporean in a 7-star hotel.
the food were superb.
it was worth it.
the salmon were shiok. :)
and we ate and cam whored, ate and cam whored.

den comes the second surprise...
Aidil specially baked a birthday cake for hilmi.
it's marble cake with nutella coating.
but it taste more like a confuse cake rather than a marble cake.
nevermind, A for effort! :)

and so after eating a lot,
we walked ard the hotel.
took photos, laughed.
gosh i miss those times where we meet up alost every single weekend.
now, to have a full attendance meet up is very hard.

off to clubbing after that. plus supper!
photo of the week:

2008-05-18T11:54:00.002+08:00

haha ok i would like to wish happy birthday to...

My mom(17th May)

and

Hilmi!(18th May)

hmm soo, past few days was nothing much.

just rushing through projects which will be due on thurday.
all on the same day.
thanks uh.

going out later for some celebration till tml morning.
so i better go get more sleep!
haha. :D

2008-05-13T22:19:00.003+08:00

life's been pretty busy today and yesterday.
both days rushing through projects projects and more projects.
2.1 really suck.
everything is like so rush.
i dun understand why must they push everything in week 5.
every semester, there's always 1 submission, at least, in week 5.
but this sem, 2 submissions, 1 presentation.
fuck fuck fuck.

i wanna be a freshie again.
really.
i wanna go back to 1.1.
it's less hectic than now.
and things ard me arent helping either.
oh well i just hope everything goes on well.
and hoping that she don't scream at us tml.
*praying hard*

2008-05-11T21:31:00.002+08:00

okay im back.
yesterday's class outing was rather a success.
just that i hope the class could be more sporty and enthu.
oh well.
will blog abt it when i get all the photos from MS JANE JUMARI

anyway, life will be hectic in the next 2 weeks.
2 project reviews
1 project presentation
1 project submission
2 birthdays
2 celebrations
1 concert
1 test(BTT)
2 quiz deadline
study for TERM TEST
and yeah, that's how hectic it will be.
plus school's being a total ass by starting at 9 everyday except friday.

i can't afford to neglect in this semester
i must fight the battle like everyone else
we should not give up
although holiday will only commence in september,
i can feel that it'll come soon.
coz time passes very fast.
that's the bad part.
if time passes very fast, we won't have time to breathe.

GOSH, it is only semester 2.1 and we're facing such a hectic and crazy workload.
i wonder how 2.2 will be like.

perhaps you should be more indipendent.
oh well, tml is the start of the hectic week.

2008-05-08T22:17:00.002+08:00

the workload for this semester is not as good as i thought.
at first glance at the workload chart, yes everything seems to be spreaded out easily.
HOWEVER,
there are little details that is not stated in there.
1 day of not going school and woah!
i was shocked by lots of assignment news today.
CSAD and DBSY, which is due in week 12 and 14 respectively,
have to be handed in in week 5!!
WTF.
the tutors wanna see the process.
so now im kanchiong-ing.
even though the assignment is group work, it is still hard.
we did OOAD today but still quite hard.
but okay la abt 40% done.
aaaarrrggghhh! im so kanchiong.
lots of things coming up.
especially the next 2 weeks.
i just hope time can slow down.
really.

to be honest, i feel that i don't really have a proper and stable best friend now.
everyone is just close, but it hasn't reach the "best friend" level.
i've lost 2 of my best friends.
what now?

okok putting my lower braces tml.
will update again soon!

2008-05-06T21:55:00.003+08:00

i really do hope the class outing will be a success.
*praying hard*

anyway, quite sad la.
things have to turn out this way.
neither stranger nor friend.
so what's next?

and i guess im not the only one.
oh well.
lot's of things coming up this month!
not forgetting the assignment.

and i think OOAD lecture is a waste of time.
the lectures are either the last or the first lesson of the day! -_-
and i go also not say i pay attention.
i think the only lecture that i'll chao is OOAD.
maybe CSAD too, depending on the lecturer.
i'm not confident of passing for OOAD.
the rest is still kinda understandable.
oh well..
term test in 1 more month!

i guess it has passed.

and it's nice to see my freshies ard.
especially now when they're busy with assignments and stuffs.
just now saw the guys outside bookshop.
they were doing tutorial.
cool huh.
unlike me.
i only do cmaths tutorial before class!

2008-05-05T22:31:00.001+08:00

past week have been alright.
much better than the previous week.
much MUCH better.

so on labour day a few of us went to Sentosa.

well it was supposed to be 6 of us,
but 2 got held up with other stuffs so only 4 went.
initially was kinda disappointed at first
since we've been planning for this day.
but then, i've got to understand them.
so yeah.
the 4 of us who went weren't that bad afterall.
we had loads of fun.
meeting time was 9 and the person who's late will have to treat the rest to food.
the "punishment" was actually meant for Hilmi and i
coz everytime there's a meetup, we'll be late.
especial Hilmi *grins*
i was the first to reach vivo.
reached at 830! wohooo. RECORD!
hilmi was the last to reach.
late by 10 mins.
we bought food and other stuffs and proceeded to Sentosa.

ate, slack, emo, swim, talked.

not forgething, sunburnt!
stayed till 3 den changed.
proceeded to Vivo to walk ard.
God Mom called because she thought she saw me on a bus,
which apparently wasn't me.
headed down to plaza.

Aidil, being his usual self, forced us to drop by Spotlight. -_-
had dinner at long john's, hilmi left.
the 3 of us then headed to raffles city for the Robinson sale.
we overshot the bus stop so had to walk quite a bit.
walked, cam-whored, ~~talked~~ crapped

walked ard at robinson, den went home!

Friday went to watch Forbidden Kingdom.
nice movie la.
i thought it was a crap show at first!

Saturday was the long awaited Cousins' outing.
went to parkway to rent some DVDs(the doll master, sisters' act, Mrs Doubtfire)
classic? i think so too.
headed down to our grandfather's road for lunch.
Nasi Lemak!
cam whored at some nearby place.

off to island creamery.

woah i just love the ice cream there.
watched the movies, play with kitten plus dinner cooked by khairin.

meet my cousin's new kitten. they've yet to give her a name so i suggested "Nurul" because the 2 owners also name Nurul. haha. LAME.

off at 10.

yesterday i was a good boy and stayed at home because i need to save money!

top photo of the week: COUSINS ~ when we were younger

2008-05-01T23:18:00.004+08:00

Sentosa today was fun.
just what i need after almost 2 weeks of stress.
school workload and personal stuffs.
will update about the Sentosa event as soon as i get hold of the photos.

sometimes i wonder whether promises are meant to be kept.
and whether we will get what we wish and dream for.
looking at things now, i doubt so.

tomorrow, a stupid 2hour tutorial and 1 hour lecture that spoils my supposedly-long weekend.
if only labour day's on a Friday.

i guess it's really passing.
(:
i will get over it ASAP.

2008-04-28T21:08:00.002+08:00

i would be lying if i say i didn't feel anything.
but there's nothing i can do
coz i'm not supposed to feel this way,
nor make it obvious.
but yeah, felt quite okay la.
not as bad as i expected it.

i'm looking forward to thursday.
finally a day to rest my mind, i hope.
fun fun and fun.
plus cousin outing on Saturday when all the adults are away.
cool. but wasted we won't be staying over.

okay school's alright.
got 1 CMSK assignment to be submitted next week.
and we gotta redo the proposal.
SIAN.
but i think i'm more stress out with other stuffs rather than school work!
haha. urgh.
it's only week 2 out of 16!

and like was Ms B said,
love is all about wanting your loved one to be happy.
oh well, maybe it's true!
i'm just contented to see you smile.
(:

2008-04-27T22:24:00.005+08:00

past few days have been quite a bad one for me.
it may not seem like it but it is.
sometimes i wish i can just run away from all this problems.
i just want to be myself, me.
i don't want to have problems like these.
it sucks.
but then again, problems are potential teachers, if we are able to solve it.
but, haizx, i just don't know where to start
and what to do.

if only my life was different.
everyone talk abt life being unfair.
i kinda agree with it.
but then again, life would be dull if everything were to be the same.
fine, contradictory.

suddenly life seems so emo.
no wait, i can't emo now.
still got lots of things to do.
maybe i should really give myself sometime.
just you know to cool myself down.
i rather have lots of assignment to distract me,
rather than personal problems.

fine i shall stop emoing here,
i shall try to stop emoing.
oh well.
i'm hoping that this week will be a better week.
hope to see your smile coz it just brightens up my day.
and thursday will be another enjoyable day, i hope.
till next time,
bye all.

if only i could tell someone what i really really really feel.
but it's impossible.
everybody's busy.
and thanks ms b.

i just wanna return back to the old happy me.
God, please help.
i miss the old ME.

2008-04-26T21:04:00.003+08:00

He was being super unreasonable today.
which kinda pissed me off.
really.
i don't understand why can't i enjoy my weekend like anybody else.
not say i go out everyday of the week.
not say i go out everyday during the holiday.

what i asked for is to go out tml.
and he make noise.
must attend some thingy at tampines stadium.
when i didn't even promise Him that i'll go.
den he say, i did.
WTH.

i noe i should not retaliate.
but hey, what's the point of forcing me to go,
and i don't pay attention.
it's equivalent of me not going.
i wish he could be more understanding.
like other people's dad.

i admit they've grant me most of the stuffs i want.
and i did promised them to somehow follow them to such events.
but, ive already made plans for tml.
i just wish they, or rather He, could be more understanding.

haizx,
God please grant me this wish as well, apart from the other one that i asked for.

i'm looking forward to tml, just hope a miracles happen and God sooth His heart to let me go.

and i'm so proud of you,
congrats to the both of you.

Dear you,
i was shocked when you send us that msg.
i was sad, indeed i was.
it sounded more to a separation msg rather than anything else.
i'm sorry if ive done anything wrong towards you, i know i did.
i'm happy for you that you've changed.
but please, don't put things in that way,
we'll still be here for you.
you were my listening ears since sec 1.
i can be yours too you know.
just take things 1 at a time.
we just don't want to lose a friend like you.
please please, this is not the ending,
this is just the beginning of a new chapter of your live.
you won't leave us, we won't leave you.
what are friends for.
(you know who you are)
i'm sorry once again, i know i've been giving you a hard time.

lutfi.

abit colourful ar, coz meant for different people.

2008-04-25T20:25:00.003+08:00

first week of school was kinda slack.
okay perhaps, i didn't expect my timetable to be quite slack,
comparing to last yr's yr 2s.
anyway, thank God for the slack timetable.

i can honestly declare that i'm not sure if i can excel in this sem's subjects.
we got some china lady as our lecturer.
WTF.
i'm not being racist or what so ever here.
but her slang is so un-understandable.
we have to wait a while to absorb what she say.
by the time we absorb, she move on to the next part alr.
-_-
just hope that my tutor is better.
if not, i can honestly kiss goodbye to good grades this semester.

apart from that, school was alright.
just love it when the lectures are all in the afternoon.
it's so tempting for us to chao.
but first week, must be guai.

and oh, im just content to see you in school everyday this week.
but i didn't see you today. :(
next week will be a better week!

and congrats to you for finally falling in love again
even though the time is so not right!

and and,

lecturer's hatelist
JY
YH
him
her
:)

off to sempang for supper soon!

and i love my desktop picture!

2008-04-23T15:18:00.001+08:00

OMFG!
had one of the interesting + weird + shocking + sweet dream yesterday night!
or rather, this morning.
but, when i woke up, gotta adjust back to reality.
it's impossible.
super impossible.

unless God grants me my wish, which i doubt he will.
oh well, in any case, just praying hard that he'll answer my prayers.

2008-04-22T21:55:00.002+08:00

school started yesterday.
well it felt like another school day for me.
the only "interesting part" is that im now a junior, no more freshie.
yesterday when i reached school, wah! the bus stop and mushroom was packed with people whom i supposed were freshies.
well, normal la. been there done that.

i kinda miss being a freshie.
the subjects were MORE INTERESTING.
saw my freshies ard school and they got lost! haha.
and and, i didnt noe that Li Xing was from st pat's.
super slow can.

lessons were normal.
but sad to say we're not group as a whole class.
KH and Wee Wee got separated in several modules.
no more full strength of T06. :(

some subjects are sucky!

DSAG seems quite interesting, but a bit confusing.
the lecturer keep confusing us and himself because the lecture group consist of students from ITO and GET. so some learnt java while the rest learnt C++.
so he had to bring it down to the same level because we're now learning C#.
the tutor seems quite nice le.
reminds me of errol chang. really!
den yesterday first lab lesson bibi and i laughed like mad.
and there was the stupid fire alarm again, which i shouted "recess"

CMSK 4 we have audrey ad our tutor.
quite alright with it.
den so fast got assignment alr. zzz

OOAD is a total bore.
okay some parts were quite interesting but the lecturer can drive us nuts.
he's super monotonous, worst than chun weng.
and and he repeated wad he said 3 times! because firstly he went through the stuffs during my tutorial ytd, den during lab today he repeated.
worst still, he also repeated it during lecture today.
fucking sian.
i was drawing and drawing on paper.

DBSY seems interesting too!
the lecturer is quite nice.
she reminds me of Ms Ng, our IISO tutor.
the 2 hour lecture consist of several laughters here and there.

the last subject for today was Psychology.
actually was contemplating whether should i change to another CDS or not.
because i heard a lot of people saying their GPA go down coz of psychology and also the tutor that i get suck!
well, im just praying for the best.
and and almost half of my class taking psychology. :)

there'll be c210 lunch date tml.
but i cant make it. my lesson till 12, they meeting at 11.
hope the tutor hurry up a bit so that can at least meet them for a while.

that's all for today!

lecturer hatelist
him
her

2008-04-20T14:24:00.007+08:00

week ZERO camp was a BLAST!!
i'm sure most of the freshies who came enjoyed the camp.
well maybe those who didnt enjoy it coz they were not supportive of the games or just not interested.

anyway, the caregroup that i got was C210, diploma in Financial Business Informatics.
my fellow OLs were Ran, Wee You and Hari.
i swear, like the usual, the first day of camps will be the most boring one.
because people haven't get use to the new environment.
i understand how it feels like.
been there, done that.
i'm proud of my freshies.
first day all so quiet. their "noise level" increase when day 2 and 3 comes.

some of the highlights of the orientation were mass dance, night walk, wet and dry station games, night performance, mr and ms IITSC, regatta and olympiad.

i won't be going through in detailed because im sure almost everyone who went for the camp blogs abt same thing.

the mass dance was nice. gotta teach the freshies handsign, TP and IIT mass dance.
by the time when we're suppsoed to teach the IIT mass dance, i was half dead. -_-

the nightwalk was a nice experience! instead of being the one getting scared, i was the one who scares people. my station was at sports hall toilet with Mario, Hui Fen, Saralyn, Hui Fen, Ricky, Melvin and his gf. quite fun arh. i swear we wasted toilet and newspapers like nobody's business. but the turn off part was that not many people were scared coz most of them were guys! and and that ADELINE manage to recognize me behind my mask so i wasn't able to scare her!

second day, was so tired. i woke up at 6 coz i couldnt sleep! -_- sat with Gdine and Manda. den bathe. had the talks......

today during wet and dry activities, i was happy that my freshies were more enthu than previous day. they were able to do cheers loudly. and i swear, they like to laugh whenever i say something. -_- the last station because we didnt beat the other group, OLs must do forfeit. so hari and i kena splashed water. haha. see we OL so good do thing for you all one!

the night performance was crazy. it's more to afternoon performance anyway. starting alr we had a mass cheering session for OL so imagine second day alr shout shout shout like crazy. den had the Mr and Ms IIT competition which i dunno who won. and the inter diploma cheer competition and CDS won. but im sure my FBI freshies did a good job as well!

then they left, OLs had mass debrief den had POSEIDON dinner outing plus get out empire shirt. and my name was being spelled wrongly. :( haha. went opposite for dinner den went back school to celebrate Pei Fen's birthday. got 2 cakes. the first one was just a prank, some chiffon cake, the second one was the actual cake. haha. den bather, and met up with my fellow 210 OLs to prepare the cards for the freshies. write till 2 plus and till i dunno wad i was writing. den headed back to level 5 lab corridor coz the rest of poseidon were there. talked, laughed. and that ADELINE and RAN took photos of us sleeping. -_-

third day, the usual PC training and preparation for final clash. business won 4 out of 5 trophies. i kinda expected it actually, them being the overall champion, congrats though. IIT didnt win, but we know it's only the starting.

after the freshies left, some of us felt quite sad that the 3day orientation camp has come to an end. i do hope the freshies have had a great time and bonding during the camp. let's meet up for some "tongka" session to distress!

had OL mass debrief den i left. wasted didnt stayed back for the yr 3s talk, coz i had to go and i didnt even noe thay had one. heard it was sad. ya i do feel sad actually coz i wont be able to see familar faces in skool anymore.

i would like to take this opportunity to thank the following people:
- OLTC and WEEK 0 camp organizing committee
- OLTC and WEEK 0 camp sub committee
- Ran, Wee You and Hari
- C210 for trying to participate in everything but cheering!
- year 3 07/08, even though i don't really know all of you well, but just wanna thank you guys for passing on the IIT tradition to the juniors.
- those whose names that was supposed to be mention but i didnt
- Ms B for listening to my rantings. :)

TP at 655 in the morning

ice breaking 1

supposedly candid class photo

ran and jazz pole dance forfeit

freshie kena pole dance forfet

kiss him!

them playing chicken scissors paper stone

me, Yi Ren, Borris and Joycelyn

Maryam kena splashed by a pail of water- accidentally

Hari and I, wet after forfeit

class photo with their CP, Ms Marlina.

and luckily AS won the cheer competition coz i really like their cheer, no offence to anyone!

2008-04-15T21:37:00.002+08:00

WEEK ZERO CAMP IS TOMORROWWWWW!!! kinda looking forward to it.
just packed my bag.
sian gotta report by 720 am tml.
but since the distribution of the shirt is on the first-come-first-serve basis,
we decided to go early, perhaps 7!
SIAN. wake up so early.
confirm we'll sleep during the talksssss..
okay la the activities seem kinda interesting.
i wonder who'll be my freshies.

so yeah, hope to be back by friday in 1 piece!
and i plan to lose my voice, coz i never lost my voice in any camps before.
haha.

till the next time i update,

IIT will win the war!

2008-04-13T16:53:00.000+08:00

okay back to blogging before a so called "hectic" week ahead. past few days have been quite alright. on wednesday, put on braces. yes, dun laugh! well putting on wasnt as bad as i expected it to be. the after-putting-on was worst, especially when you're eating. apparently on wednesday itself i could still eat chicken rice.

so on thursday, when i went out with manda bibi and wee wee to settlers cafe(some board games place) ive decided to have chicken cutlet. ambitious me, cut the chicken cutlet into my usual portion and stuff it inside my mouth. next thing i noe i was in pain coz i tried biting and wooh OUCH! i had to like chew properly and swallow. imagine swallowing a quite-big portion of unchwed chicken cutlet. subsequently, i cut my chicken cutlet into even smaller portions, smaller than i could ever imagine! after that went for dinner. had some fish thingy. AWESOME.

their usual pose. -_-

their try-to-act-cute pose. CMI

candid. BIBI gonna kill me

Our usual pose

act cute pose

~~spastic~~ pose

on friday was nothing much.

yesterday went out with the usual and watched

it was quite a nice story plus a bit of incest! haha. overall i grade it 7/10. the starting was a bit boring and i catch no ball! after movie went for supper at tamp macs. saw A LOT of TP students, those who just finish camp.

quite an okay week i guess.
a more interesting and tiring week coming.
school's starting, kinda looking forward to first week of school ONLY.
coz that's the only slack week we have.

top photo of the week: BESTFRIENDS.

2008-04-10T23:34:00.002+08:00

i was contemplating whether or not should i cancel my basic theory test on monday. apparently there's some week zero retreat and briefing on monday and i guess it'll be kinda troublesome for me to travel to skool-ubi-skool for the retreat and BTT. so after much contemplation, i've cancelled my bookings. i just hope that the week zero retreat is a whole day thingy if not ill be wasting my time canceling. but i guess, it'll be whole day since "reporting time" is at 10. just see how lor.