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Monday, April 28, 2008; i would be lying if i say i didn't feel anything. but there's nothing i can do coz i'm not supposed to feel this way, nor make it obvious. but yeah, felt quite okay la. not as bad as i expected it. i'm looking forward to thursday. finally a day to rest my mind, i hope. fun fun and fun. plus cousin outing on Saturday when all the adults are away. cool. but wasted we won't be staying over. okay school's alright. got 1 CMSK assignment to be submitted next week. and we gotta redo the proposal. SIAN. but i think i'm more stress out with other stuffs rather than school work! haha. urgh. it's only week 2 out of 16! and like was Ms B said, love is all about wanting your loved one to be happy. oh well, maybe it's true! i'm just contented to see you smile. (: i screamed at
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0 piles of homework left past few days have been quite a bad one for me. it may not seem like it but it is. sometimes i wish i can just run away from all this problems. i just want to be myself, me. i don't want to have problems like these. it sucks. but then again, problems are potential teachers, if we are able to solve it. but, haizx, i just don't know where to start and what to do. if only my life was different. everyone talk abt life being unfair. i kinda agree with it. but then again, life would be dull if everything were to be the same. fine, contradictory. suddenly life seems so emo. no wait, i can't emo now. still got lots of things to do. maybe i should really give myself sometime. just you know to cool myself down. i rather have lots of assignment to distract me, rather than personal problems. fine i shall stop emoing here, i shall try to stop emoing. oh well. i'm hoping that this week will be a better week. hope to see your smile coz it just brightens up my day. and thursday will be another enjoyable day, i hope. till next time, bye all. if only i could tell someone what i really really really feel. but it's impossible. everybody's busy. and thanks ms b. i just wanna return back to the old happy me. God, please help. i miss the old ME. i screamed at
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0 piles of homework left He was being super unreasonable today. which kinda pissed me off. really. i don't understand why can't i enjoy my weekend like anybody else. not say i go out everyday of the week. not say i go out everyday during the holiday. what i asked for is to go out tml. and he make noise. must attend some thingy at tampines stadium. when i didn't even promise Him that i'll go. den he say, i did. WTH. i noe i should not retaliate. but hey, what's the point of forcing me to go, and i don't pay attention. it's equivalent of me not going. i wish he could be more understanding. like other people's dad. i admit they've grant me most of the stuffs i want. and i did promised them to somehow follow them to such events. but, ive already made plans for tml. i just wish they, or rather He, could be more understanding. haizx, God please grant me this wish as well, apart from the other one that i asked for. i'm looking forward to tml, just hope a miracles happen and God sooth His heart to let me go. and i'm so proud of you, congrats to the both of you. Dear you, i was shocked when you send us that msg. i was sad, indeed i was. it sounded more to a separation msg rather than anything else. i'm sorry if ive done anything wrong towards you, i know i did. i'm happy for you that you've changed. but please, don't put things in that way, we'll still be here for you. you were my listening ears since sec 1. i can be yours too you know. just take things 1 at a time. we just don't want to lose a friend like you. please please, this is not the ending, this is just the beginning of a new chapter of your live. you won't leave us, we won't leave you. what are friends for. (you know who you are) i'm sorry once again, i know i've been giving you a hard time. lutfi. abit colourful ar, coz meant for different people. i screamed at
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0 piles of homework left first week of school was kinda slack. okay perhaps, i didn't expect my timetable to be quite slack, comparing to last yr's yr 2s. anyway, thank God for the slack timetable. i can honestly declare that i'm not sure if i can excel in this sem's subjects. we got some china lady as our lecturer. WTF. i'm not being racist or what so ever here. but her slang is so un-understandable. we have to wait a while to absorb what she say. by the time we absorb, she move on to the next part alr. -_- just hope that my tutor is better. if not, i can honestly kiss goodbye to good grades this semester. apart from that, school was alright. just love it when the lectures are all in the afternoon. it's so tempting for us to chao. but first week, must be guai. and oh, im just content to see you in school everyday this week. but i didn't see you today. :( next week will be a better week! and congrats to you for finally falling in love again even though the time is so not right! and and, lecturer's hatelist JY YH him her :) off to sempang for supper soon! and i love my desktop picture! i screamed at
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0 piles of homework left OMFG! had one of the interesting + weird + shocking + sweet dream yesterday night! or rather, this morning. but, when i woke up, gotta adjust back to reality. it's impossible. super impossible. unless God grants me my wish, which i doubt he will. oh well, in any case, just praying hard that he'll answer my prayers. i screamed at
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0 piles of homework left school started yesterday. well it felt like another school day for me. the only "interesting part" is that im now a junior, no more freshie. yesterday when i reached school, wah! the bus stop and mushroom was packed with people whom i supposed were freshies. well, normal la. been there done that. i kinda miss being a freshie. the subjects were MORE INTERESTING. saw my freshies ard school and they got lost! haha. and and, i didnt noe that Li Xing was from st pat's. super slow can. lessons were normal. but sad to say we're not group as a whole class. KH and Wee Wee got separated in several modules. no more full strength of T06. :( some subjects are sucky! DSAG seems quite interesting, but a bit confusing. the lecturer keep confusing us and himself because the lecture group consist of students from ITO and GET. so some learnt java while the rest learnt C++. so he had to bring it down to the same level because we're now learning C#. the tutor seems quite nice le. reminds me of errol chang. really! den yesterday first lab lesson bibi and i laughed like mad. and there was the stupid fire alarm again, which i shouted "recess" CMSK 4 we have audrey ad our tutor. quite alright with it. den so fast got assignment alr. zzz OOAD is a total bore. okay some parts were quite interesting but the lecturer can drive us nuts. he's super monotonous, worst than chun weng. and and he repeated wad he said 3 times! because firstly he went through the stuffs during my tutorial ytd, den during lab today he repeated. worst still, he also repeated it during lecture today. fucking sian. i was drawing and drawing on paper. DBSY seems interesting too! the lecturer is quite nice. she reminds me of Ms Ng, our IISO tutor. the 2 hour lecture consist of several laughters here and there. the last subject for today was Psychology. actually was contemplating whether should i change to another CDS or not. because i heard a lot of people saying their GPA go down coz of psychology and also the tutor that i get suck! well, im just praying for the best. and and almost half of my class taking psychology. :) there'll be c210 lunch date tml. but i cant make it. my lesson till 12, they meeting at 11. hope the tutor hurry up a bit so that can at least meet them for a while. that's all for today! lecturer hatelist him her i screamed at
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0 piles of homework left week ZERO camp was a BLAST!! i'm sure most of the freshies who came enjoyed the camp. well maybe those who didnt enjoy it coz they were not supportive of the games or just not interested. anyway, the caregroup that i got was C210, diploma in Financial Business Informatics. my fellow OLs were Ran, Wee You and Hari. i swear, like the usual, the first day of camps will be the most boring one. because people haven't get use to the new environment. i understand how it feels like. been there, done that. i'm proud of my freshies. first day all so quiet. their "noise level" increase when day 2 and 3 comes. some of the highlights of the orientation were mass dance, night walk, wet and dry station games, night performance, mr and ms IITSC, regatta and olympiad. i won't be going through in detailed because im sure almost everyone who went for the camp blogs abt same thing. the mass dance was nice. gotta teach the freshies handsign, TP and IIT mass dance. by the time when we're suppsoed to teach the IIT mass dance, i was half dead. -_- the nightwalk was a nice experience! instead of being the one getting scared, i was the one who scares people. my station was at sports hall toilet with Mario, Hui Fen, Saralyn, Hui Fen, Ricky, Melvin and his gf. quite fun arh. i swear we wasted toilet and newspapers like nobody's business. but the turn off part was that not many people were scared coz most of them were guys! and and that ADELINE manage to recognize me behind my mask so i wasn't able to scare her! second day, was so tired. i woke up at 6 coz i couldnt sleep! -_- sat with Gdine and Manda. den bathe. had the talks...... today during wet and dry activities, i was happy that my freshies were more enthu than previous day. they were able to do cheers loudly. and i swear, they like to laugh whenever i say something. -_- the last station because we didnt beat the other group, OLs must do forfeit. so hari and i kena splashed water. haha. see we OL so good do thing for you all one! the night performance was crazy. it's more to afternoon performance anyway. starting alr we had a mass cheering session for OL so imagine second day alr shout shout shout like crazy. den had the Mr and Ms IIT competition which i dunno who won. and the inter diploma cheer competition and CDS won. but im sure my FBI freshies did a good job as well! then they left, OLs had mass debrief den had POSEIDON dinner outing plus get out empire shirt. and my name was being spelled wrongly. :( haha. went opposite for dinner den went back school to celebrate Pei Fen's birthday. got 2 cakes. the first one was just a prank, some chiffon cake, the second one was the actual cake. haha. den bather, and met up with my fellow 210 OLs to prepare the cards for the freshies. write till 2 plus and till i dunno wad i was writing. den headed back to level 5 lab corridor coz the rest of poseidon were there. talked, laughed. and that ADELINE and RAN took photos of us sleeping. -_- third day, the usual PC training and preparation for final clash. business won 4 out of 5 trophies. i kinda expected it actually, them being the overall champion, congrats though. IIT didnt win, but we know it's only the starting. after the freshies left, some of us felt quite sad that the 3day orientation camp has come to an end. i do hope the freshies have had a great time and bonding during the camp. let's meet up for some "tongka" session to distress! had OL mass debrief den i left. wasted didnt stayed back for the yr 3s talk, coz i had to go and i didnt even noe thay had one. heard it was sad. ya i do feel sad actually coz i wont be able to see familar faces in skool anymore. i would like to take this opportunity to thank the following people: - OLTC and WEEK 0 camp organizing committee - OLTC and WEEK 0 camp sub committee - Ran, Wee You and Hari - C210 for trying to participate in everything but cheering! - year 3 07/08, even though i don't really know all of you well, but just wanna thank you guys for passing on the IIT tradition to the juniors. - those whose names that was supposed to be mention but i didnt - Ms B for listening to my rantings. :)  TP at 655 in the morning ice breaking 1 supposedly candid class photo ran and jazz pole dance forfeit freshie kena pole dance forfet kiss him! them playing chicken scissors paper stone me, Yi Ren, Borris and Joycelyn     Maryam kena splashed by a pail of water- accidentally   Hari and I, wet after forfeit  class photo with their CP, Ms Marlina.and luckily AS won the cheer competition coz i really like their cheer, no offence to anyone! i screamed at
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0 piles of homework left WEEK ZERO CAMP IS TOMORROWWWWW!!! kinda looking forward to it. just packed my bag. sian gotta report by 720 am tml. but since the distribution of the shirt is on the first-come-first-serve basis, we decided to go early, perhaps 7! SIAN. wake up so early. confirm we'll sleep during the talksssss.. okay la the activities seem kinda interesting. i wonder who'll be my freshies. so yeah, hope to be back by friday in 1 piece! and i plan to lose my voice, coz i never lost my voice in any camps before. haha. till the next time i update, IIT will win the war! i screamed at
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0 piles of homework left okay back to blogging before a so called "hectic" week ahead. past few days have been quite alright. on wednesday, put on braces. yes, dun laugh! well putting on wasnt as bad as i expected it to be. the after-putting-on was worst, especially when you're eating. apparently on wednesday itself i could still eat chicken rice. so on thursday, when i went out with manda bibi and wee wee to settlers cafe(some board games place) ive decided to have chicken cutlet. ambitious me, cut the chicken cutlet into my usual portion and stuff it inside my mouth. next thing i noe i was in pain coz i tried biting and wooh OUCH! i had to like chew properly and swallow. imagine swallowing a quite-big portion of unchwed chicken cutlet. subsequently, i cut my chicken cutlet into even smaller portions, smaller than i could ever imagine! after that went for dinner. had some fish thingy. AWESOME.  their usual pose. -_-  their try-to-act-cute pose. CMI     on friday was nothing much.yesterday went out with the usual and watched 
quite an okay week i guess. a more interesting and tiring week coming. school's starting, kinda looking forward to first week of school ONLY. coz that's the only slack week we have.  top photo of the week: BESTFRIENDS. i screamed at
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0 piles of homework left i was contemplating whether or not should i cancel my basic theory test on monday. apparently there's some week zero retreat and briefing on monday and i guess it'll be kinda troublesome for me to travel to skool-ubi-skool for the retreat and BTT. so after much contemplation, i've cancelled my bookings. i just hope that the week zero retreat is a whole day thingy if not ill be wasting my time canceling. but i guess, it'll be whole day since "reporting time" is at 10. just see how lor. i screamed at
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0 piles of homework left  perhaps the best section mates ever. and i feel so old wearing the black shirton another note, i really wonder why i join band. and how i manage to survive the torturous practices and drills. drill under the rain, drill by carrying benches, drill under the sun, push ups on the hot sun. anything and everything. but as we grew more senior, we tend to be more slack. that's why i cant be bothered to ask for MC /letters from my batch coz it's worthless. so to those current bandboys, treasure these times. i noe it sucks with all the vulgarities that you get from Him. but really, enjoy every moment. coz things will be different when u look back at it few years down the road. i miss doing admin stuffs. i miss decorating the board. i miss collecting mc. i miss punishing people. i miss throwing stands. i miss throwing tantrums knowing that people will clear the mess for me. :) i miss my department. okay people the above post is just to pass time because im so bored and the clock is ticking very slowly! i screamed at
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0 piles of homework left  my phone's spoilt since the camp so i gotta use some cepalang phone, N2310 which kinda sucks. but i gotta be grateful that at least i have a phone!just had family gathering with my mom's side which was oh-so noisy. perhaps this was one of the few gatherings that we actually played with the kiddies! coz the other kiddies weren't there. oh ya, i still have the time to teach Sarah the TP handsign song. funny siak. and we also talked abt our respective OLTC. 2 different schools, 2 completely different style. im kinda looking forward to week zero. seriously. my enthusiasm is back! hope it'll remain like that till after the camp. next whole week(week zero week) will be a busy week. gotta go back school almost everyday for the week zero preparation. but i doubt i can make it on monday. see wad the main comm say lor! oh ya, as i was sooo excited to work this week, it pisses me off again. i smsed my managerasked him for my schedule he say got too many full timers. my next reaction was WTF. initially he told me that i'll be working on monday friday and saturday. now not even a day! this is the 3rd week ive not given any shift to work. so i thought he say really got a lot of full timers, i asked my colleague. wahlao eh she gotta work for 3 days le. WTFark right. im so pissed la. screw up company. i guess i gonna quit this company sooner or later, when i find a better job! i see no hope alr. when they need people, they'll start calling you like nobody's business. then when they dun need you, they just cancel you from the roster! *pissed off* i screamed at
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0 piles of homework left  Poseidon- God of the Sea.to be honest, im quite surprised that we won best spirited empire. nevertheless, congrats everyone! and wasted i couldn't make it on the last day! i screamed at
7:34 PM with
0 piles of homework left just came back from st pat's concert. it was quite disappointing, nevertheless, congrats to all. shan't elaborate much abt the concert. was able to meet dailami and hidhir after ages! not forgetting the batch of 2007. after concert talked quite a lot with ms ong. oh ya, thanks ms chen for reserving the tix for me and also sorry for the last min cancellation! OLTC was supposedly on the 2nd till today. but i went home yesterday night after night performance. here how it goes. day 1. reported at 12 with wee wee. got into POSEIDON, some God of Greek mythology. went into LT. sat ard, was able to see familiar faces in my group, those from BLACKOUT. waited for 1 hour, as usual. den went into ice breaking. got Jolene and Yuan Long as my FA. make empire flag and created cheers. followed by dry station games. after dinner, had night performance meeting followed by GAMES! was feeling quite sick alr. but i stay on. had nightwalk after that. the only spookiest station was the first station, right at the end of engine station, at some alley. haha. den got lost during the quest because the clue weren't that clear! after that i felt better so stayed over. only slept for like 2 hours plus. day 2. woke up at 7. guess what, i dropped my phone in the water!! totally f up. now im depending on some nokia phone. my sony ericsson phone under repair. had morning PT. den darren talked to my empire. coz we weren't enthu as other empires. we told him we'll be more enthu after breakfast. and yes, after breakfast we were more enthu! had mass dance after that. learned the go Temasek go song(the one with hand sign). after mass dance was lunch followed by more empire games and wet stations! i wasnt as wet as how i expect it to be. it's nothing compared to the wet stations during TBC. after that proceed for dinner at tembusu grove. we had to cook our own dinner using solid fuel. it was quite fun and interesting. after that my empire played games. i think everyone was high coz we were the only empire that played game while the rest were still eating. had night performance. i swear i was surprised by my acting also! after that mass dance again den i left. cant wait for week zero. looking forward to it! i wonder who ill get as partners and what course im taking! till next time, see ya! i screamed at
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