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you can't turn back

because this road is all you'll ever have

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Friday, July 27, 2007;

these few days have been quite alright. haha.

CARC case study is finally over! haha. yesterday came to skool last min chiong everything. and kay howe bluff me say he havent do but actually he did alr! kukujiao! den submission den had to do some reflection abt the project and he let us off early. so i went tamp interchange with bibi, lash and eelin. den bought water and ock before proceding to the stadium.

**skip the part**

reached home ate den slack. haha.

today actually dun wanna go skool at first but in the end changed my mind and went to skool. for cmaths lecture. i understand sth abt sets finally. haha. after that were deciding where to go den decided to go bugis. so the group of us went bugis. took 23 and walked in the rain. while walking, wee wee amanda and i saw this party hat and we decided to buy it for jojo. we reached there like super early lar so we walked ard while waiting for 3pm for the sakae buffet to start. we walked and got tired so we sat down outside sakae. saw some drama. haha. den went in. the waiter treat us like kids liddat lor! but all 8 of us squeezed into 1 table. haha. fun sia. and AMANDA ordered a lot of food. haha. just coz its buffet. and the table was practically filled with plates of food! den like everyone start feeling full alr. den jojo suggested playing the number game. and i was so sway, i kena de most! thanks to wee wee for saboing me. i ate like 5 times la!

after that we walked ard before we went out seperate ways. the rest went off and left me, wee wee, manda and bibi. so we decided to go to town coz the girls wanna go shoppin. initially i wanna buy a top but like nth caught my eye and the one that caught my eye was too expensive! haha. oh ya hong wee left like so early and only left me bibi and manda. well it was weird going shopping with them. but fun la!

amanda: "eh why guys dun like to accompany girls go shopping arh?"
lutfi: "coz we dun like waiting"
amanda:" really meh"
lutfi: "ya. we wait so long den in de end u all call us in de shop and ask us which one we prefer. if we pick a, the girl will say "i think b nicer le" but if we pick b, the girl will say "but i think a nicer le". haha. den wad's the point of asking?
amanda: "lol. true ture"

and soon enough, amanda asked me if she shud buy item a or item b. den when i pick b, she like a. like wth! haha. after enough walking, we sat down at some place. drink teh peng. and talked. talk a lot sia. den they bought their stuffs and i bought a watch! haha. den initially amanda and i wanna take a cab back but the queue was long so we took mrt back. we talked a lot on the way back. thanks amanda for everything and the entertaining ride home. alighted at tanah merah and took a cab home. haha so tired.

okay. wanna do some other stuffs now.haha. will upload the pics one i have it with me! haha.

i screamed at 11:00 PM with 0 piles of homework left

Tuesday, July 24, 2007;

as you all know, the exam timetable is out!! here it is;

Date/ Day: 28th August 2007, Tuesday
Subject: Computing Mathematics
Venue: IT5 -5 -16/17
Time: 1430-1630
Seat number: 30

Date/ Day: 29th August 2007, Wednesday
Subject: Computer Architecture
Venue: IT1 -5 -63/64
Time: 1430-1630
Seat number: 30

Date/ Day: 30th August 2007, Thursday
Subject: Internet and Information System in Organization
Venue: IT5 -5 -16/17
Time: 1430-1630
Seat number: 35

so yeap. that's abt it. today had maths test. it was quite alright la. i didnt study. hope can pass sehh. Boolean algebra is soo confusing. but thank god the formualas will be given during exams. if not, how am i going to memorise all the 21 rules for boolean algebra?! haha. thurs is the deadline for Computer Architecture case study report. well my group is about 60% done? hope to finish it by thursday morning, a bit last minute but yeah. haha.
i swear next few weeks are gonna be a very busy week for me.

week 15 (next week)
friday, 3rd August: Web Design Lab Test

Week 16 (next next week)
Tuesday, 7th August: Internet and Information System in Organization Presentation
Wednesday, 8th August: Computer Architecture Lab test
Thursday: NATIONAL DAY, AUGUSTINE TAN'S BIRTHDAY.
Friday: 10th August: Web Design Project Submission

week 17 (next next next week)
Wednesday: 15th August: Problem Solving and Programming Project2 submission and lab test.
-------------------------------------Study Week---------------------------------------------
just because you backstabbed people doesnt mean ill do the same. dun compare me with you. fuck!

i screamed at 10:04 PM with 0 piles of homework left

Monday, July 23, 2007;

hello. last few days have been quite alright i guess?

on saturday i went out with my COUSINS. we went to watch harry potter. well it was quite alright i guss just that they cut A LOT! wasted sia. i dun mind seating inside there for hours and watch a full show. haha. i guess i expect too much? lol. after that we walked ard before proceeding to my cousin's house to slack and dinner.

sunday started with me going to mosque! but the class was cancelled so had breakfast and went my aunt's house. den khairin fetched me and we went for lunch. haa. she's a new driver so she had difficulty when it comes to parking!

today was nothing much. i go to skool just for a mere 20 mins of conversation test. LOL. the teacher said our group did a good job. haha. let's just hope things turns out fine. AGM was a turn off. haha. got a lot of talking la.

oh ya. amanda is being stalked by some guys i dunno who la. so today me and wee wee like "protected" her. den she was like "eew they damn sick eh". haha. i think so too. stalked from ITAS to AGM to bus stop. amanda took a cab home btw so it was quite alright.

sianz. tml skool starts at 10 coz no WDS lecture. i had like 4 days of non skool day. friday i met my friend so i didnt go skool, sat, sun and today came to skool for 15 mins of test. -_-. and yah. EXAMINATION TIMETABLE IS OUT! i tell you it was quite sucky ar. but thank god i only got 3 papers and 2 weeks to study for it! :) i wanna past and improve on my GPA! haha.

i saw eye candie today. :)

i screamed at 10:13 PM with 0 piles of homework left

Friday, July 20, 2007;

i was reading my friend's blog and i have to agree that i miss being in band. not any other ordinary band but spsmb. i mean its like the feeling being in the band is different from what i feel now. its like after r.o.d from band, its like i've turned into another person. not literally though!

i admit being the band was the best experince that i had so far. i remembered in sec 1, every wednesday ill look at the freaking clock and after 1pm ill start feeling nervous coz there's band prac and we'll have drills. knowing how much i hate drills and how torturing my direct seniors were, well not as bad as those seniors above me huh? when the bell rings ill rush down to the canteen grab a bite and rush to the bandroom, all coz i dun wanna be late. and urgh! i rememebr the POP practice. where we had to stand in sedia and senang diri with the proper posture for dunno how long. and the part where we have to lift our right and left legs one by one and remain standing on one leg for like dunno how long. and also, the bench that we carry on our hands while we march to ensure that when we turn we'll be together. all these, ill never forget sia. oh ya, not forgetting that i coloured my hair and kena punished :P

ill continue more on other posts.

being with you makes me happy :)

i screamed at 10:08 PM with 0 piles of homework left

Thursday, July 19, 2007;

hello im back for a proper blogging after quite some time. haha.

skool for the past few days have been quite alright for me. last week chiong web design project. on thursday stayed in skool till lik 8+ (wow so hardworking!). on friday was quite pissed. coz we had a change in web design teacher den the teacher who took over didnt really specify what her standards are den we do our proposal she say not nice so everyone had to redo. i was pissed so i colour it darker. den jane keep laughing for dunno what reason also! after that had intsc subcomm short meeting and went home and after bathing, i died. lol. the previous night was doing web design till dunno what time. haha. last minute.

this week skool was also quite okay. tuesday had self proclaimed holiday. at night went for pn. sps was disappointing. i like amk the best. its more entertaining. anyway congrats to all.

today skool was a waste of time. supposed to have lab lesson from 9-11 but in the end lab lesson ended less than 40 mins. like ard 945 we were out of lab! like wow! i could have had just slept longer and it was raining somemore! so after a long discussion decided to go parkway at 10am in the morning! reached there had breakfast + lunch at long johns den walked around slack at kfc and then headed back to skool for coumputer architecture tutorial. after class met my cousins for dinner cum slack. haha. so here i am now blogging.

today outing to parkway was fun. the prank played on each other etc. AND hong wee, you blondie! haha.

in alphabetical order.
AMANDA YOU SUCK!
BIANCA YOU SUCK!
HONG WEE YOU SUCK!
KAY HOWE YOU SUCK!

bibi and jojo tml is TGIF night.
kay howe and amanda, stop having rough nights. kay howe told me he's suffering! LOL
and SIM HONG WEE, please dun be a third party!

i screamed at 11:10 PM with 0 piles of homework left

Wednesday, July 18, 2007;

i had to resort to private postS on my livejournal in order to let my thoughts out. i guess that's the best way out. i don wanna hurt people's feeling nor want people get the wrong idea when i blog so i rather keep it on my livejournal where there's more privacy. only friends can read my posts. but most of my post are private only me. coz again, i dun wanna cause any misuderstandings.

shout outs

Z:FUCK YOU!

Y:take care my good friend.

X:miss ya.

have fun people.

i screamed at 1:29 PM with 0 piles of homework left

Monday, July 16, 2007;

i am really concern abt the band with regards to tomorrow presentation night. i just hope everything turns out well and prove people wrong. well there's nothing much we can do right now. just pray that they perform well and at least the standard that they played at during the syf. oh god pls help. jia you!

i screamed at 9:28 PM with 0 piles of homework left

Sunday, July 15, 2007;

list down six things you want to say to six different people, don't reveal who they are.

1. Dear “A”,
I miss the old you. I miss those times we talk and sms like nobody’s business. I miss those times where we go out just to talk cock, watch movie or just catch up. Now i feel that someone has taken over my place in you. someone who.... sigh. If only there’s such thing as “time machine”, ill go back to history and change whatever that happens coz i do not wan to lose a good friend like you. now we barely talk nor sms. When i sms you, you’ll take such a long time to reply me, no offence but yeah. You do not know how i feel. I rather it stay that way. Coz i dun wanna interrupt in your life. I would rather be a good friend and gradually pull myself back coz i see no point in being angry/ jealous/ annoyed by your actions. Its amazing how the someone above have changed our friendship. How a third party can just do us apart after a few years of being close to each other. Im not here to bitch abt you nor to make you feel guilty abt this nor “insert reason here”. I pray that you’re happy and contented with what you have now. Ill still be there for you, but i guess, when that day comes, ... i dunno how to describe it. We shall see.

Take care A.
2. Dear “B”
You’re soooo irritating. Have you ever wondered how i feel when you do those stuffs to irritate me? I know you think its fun but hey i have my limits you noe. Not everyone can stand your jokes. Just because i never flare up before doesn’t mean i wont. Get this clear.
3. Dear “C”
Ill wait for that moment you say the words i cant say. Happy studying!
4. Dear “D”
Be strong aight, do not let other people ruin your life. You have my support in everything you do, EXCEPT for stupid things which you know what. Study hard and prove that fella wrong!
5. Dear “E”
Fuck off you intruder cum spoiler cum third party cum two header cum fucker!
6. Dear “F”
Be strong right. I noe you’re facing a lot of problems now. I need you to be strong. Never give up. And you can always talk to me if u need a listening ear.

i screamed at 11:37 PM with 0 piles of homework left

Thursday, July 05, 2007;

hello. im back after a tiring day. well not really tired la but ya. okay i dunno what im typing.

monday i chaoed lecture coz i think it was a waste of time as i wont be learning anything much. had CMSK email test. like wtf. haha. but quite okay. ive lost touch with my english. shit! tuesday lectures in the morning was quite productive. i think i can concentrate more in lecture without having a laptop in fron of me but instead have the lecture notes. lol. went KFC for lunch. and during Cmaths, AMANDA LEE started saying "chicken neh neh" she was soo impressed.

Wednesday had PRSP lab in the morning after which i made my way to st pats with firdaus. oh ya did i mention that i hate java programming. i dun understand a freaking thing. anyway from skool met amanda and the girls at parkway.amanda was totally disturbing me all the way! oh well at least its better than taking a bus back to skool alone and stare at the freaking computer waiting for lesson to start. lol. during iiso tut hong wee was disturbing amanda coz she didnt go lecture but when shopping. today had lab in the morning and that AMANDA LEE suggested something stupid. but its fun la. well its only a joke so why shud i take it to heart? haha. its fun to see the class smiling and laughing. C164 loves! :) after lab went tm for lunch and we walked ard. after which i bought muffin and went home to slack before going to skool again for lesson at 4. yes, i noe is troublesome for me to travle to and fro but i prefer it that way. after a cool bath, i feel quite energetic. lol.

my test results was quite okay la. i passed all so far but the grades not so good. i was disappointed in carc and cmaths. oh well shall try harder. i was happy for iiso as i didnt study and i passed. lol. shall not talk abt it.

oh ya! i got into INTSC subb comm! + Amanda, Hong Wee, Lashrina, Ee Lin and some other people that i cant remember who. congrats guys! we all made it! haha. oh i just hope that by joining intsc, life in tp would be more meaningful!

kay howe, you suck and you're next on the list!
bibi and jojo, tml is TGIFN! (C164 joke)
Amanda you suck!

LOL.

hi to ms manisah and ms chen if you're reading this. :)

ok i shall do my iiso elearning! byez

i screamed at 7:06 PM with 0 piles of homework left

Sunday, July 01, 2007;

hie. im just slacking ard at home. haha. ytd had the Adventure Learning Programme and i think i sucks! yes. it was delayed, we only played 2 freaking games in 4 hours, the instructor that my group has is so bicthy! not like joycee la. joyce so motivating! den there's this another guy also who so stupid. my group nice nice got enough pple he force my grp pple go to his grp. den he'll find pple from other grp to replace those pple! haha. but actually thanks to him my grp won coz the pple that he got for us make us win the game.

after that went tm with some people.went eat lunch at CS long john's.dere's this 3 aunties ar. seat there talk talk like dunno how long la. they noe pple waiting but still continuing to talk. and they only bougt like drinks. so damn fed up la. den after we finish eating then we saw them leaving. likw wtf. so inconsiderate. den we talk awhile den went home changed and went town. bought NUM slippers. haha.

reached home came online, talk to ... den watch tv. today woke up watch tv again. wanted to start on wds project but like got no mood! hah.

tml got CMSK test abt how to write a proper email. like so wtf! haha. this week nth much to hand in. from next week onwards i have lots of assignments to hand in so must start now! but again, i feel so lazy the moment i start doing. ill only do seriously when i got no more time. haha. cannot. i cannot do last minute projects alr. haha.

i screamed at 5:18 PM with 0 piles of homework left