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Friday, May 27, 2005; quote Letting go, even if it hurts, doesn't mean you have to let go of everything. You just have to let go of the person and your feelings for her/him but the memories will always be there whether it's good or bad. Because everytime you remember those memories, it will always put a smile into your heart. And be glad that once in your life this person made you happy and put colors into your life even if it's just for a while. dedicated to her....
i screamed at
8:20 AM with
0 piles of homework left confused TRUST!! Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing. Well, wad appears in your mind when the word trust appears? well to me basically it is a 'bond' or should i say a reliability 'feeling' that someone gave to u when he/she tells u their secret.. yupp.. that's wad i define as the word trust but maybe some people on earth just do not noe or just use the term 'trust' wrongly lor.. like for example they'll say something like 'oh dun worry.. u can tell me your secret, u can trust me rite? i wont backstab you one......' but in the end, u end up knowing that they're de one backstabbing you lor.. yupp.. that's wad im facing rite now.. i do not noe who to trust and who not to.. i've fell once and its enough.. cant people just keep to their word of 'trust' and being trusted?? why must they instead go back to their words and backstab others? i just dunno wad to do now la ah.. my life is getting miserable! why cant they accept the new ME? doesnt mean im bitchy im dat type ok.. do not judge a book by its cover.. yupp.. that's wad i have to say abt those people that have things to say abt me k.. im a change person.. im trying to change though.. so why cant u guys just be there and help me instead of making my life worst?? sigh.. NOTE/ADVICE TO ALL: If u're not prepared to do all this as a friend to others, i suggest u leave ur friends.. tpls do reflecton urself as a friend to others and all de trust they have in u and u have in dem..you should take friendship seriously and your should not take it for granted.. treasure your friends as they treasure you..
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11:30 AM with
0 piles of homework left poem for that special someone.. hey.. haha.. since im bored i decided to post some crappy poem on my blog.. dunno why.. maybe de poem reflects abt my personal life or maybe its just a poem with no meaning to me.. well it's all up to u guys to predict.. lol..well.. haha.. here it is a poem for that special 'someone' who i also dunno.. lol.. enjoy........ =) Secret Loveby P. Hildebrand My secret love... Who can it be??? She was once a very good friend. She was once a friend that helped me. She was once a friend of the family. She once worried about me. I did the same for her. She once was my dream girl But I was afraid to tell her She would be right for me. She was my sunshine in the morning. I watch her rake leaves. I watch her wash her car. I watch her being happy. I watch her being sad. Then one day I watch her Slip threw my fingers. Then didn't know at the time That someday I'd wish my secret was out. I had a very big crush on my friend But I was afraid to tell her. I am sorry now I never told her. I am sorry now I never tried to tell her; Show her I really cared for her. She was just a friend But down deep inside me I wish she really knewI loved her so. Now it's been so long now. I just wonder if I talk to her, What will happen? I do regret not trying before. Now I am afraid to tell her How I really still feel about her. =) hope you guys like de poem i've chosen.. izzit has something to do with me or not, it is for me to noe and for u guys out there 'NOT TO FIND OUT!! haha.. i'll blog soon..
i screamed at
10:49 AM with
0 piles of homework left sianness... hello.. im back once again.. haha.. on sunday de surprise birthday party was a success.. thanks to 'u noe hu u guys are'.. haha.. anyway on monday had normal skool day.. nothing much.. except that got papers back ah.. haha.. den brandon lee lost his voice.. haha.. after skool got band, full band with meroy.. haha.. den after that got talk wif mr glosz den went home.. tuesday got some balloon hat sculpture thingy.. it was kinda lame but fun ahh.. everyone like play wif balloons all.. haha. honestly i still have some fear wif balloons ah dunno why also.. lol.. wednesday got jb.. hahha.. had sectionals den drills.. lol.. my section sounded damn raw lor.. haha.. kkz. den during art aso i was crapping wif ms nor.. haha.. den today normal skool.,. den ms teng cried in class.. haha.. like every class she cry lor.. yesterday she cried in 3e2 den today 3e3 and 3e4.. lol.. actually i pity.. haha.. den in july ms nura coming back!! haha.. after skool got batch meeting.. had to plan for next yr all.. haha.. kkz.. gtg.. i now at nicholas house.. lol.. gotta go home now!! bye.. =) i screamed at
10:09 AM with
0 piles of homework left exams over!!! muahahahaha.. exams like over!! finally sia.. lol. duno how i gonna fare for mid yrs. think im gonna do badly seh.. sigh.. anyway wad's done CANNOT be undone wad.. so must learn to study wif discipline and get all de bloody facts right for de next test/ exams onwards!! muahaha.. anyway on tuesday was e maths p2.. it was bloody hell difficult sia.. DC like set so hard!!! den wednesday pure geog and thursday art.. arrt wss kinda okie ah.. i was like struggling for abt 2h30mins and my hand was in pain.. PERSEVERANCE.. muahaha.. den when i was painting for abt the last 15-20 mins i was like quite scared aalso ah in case my artwork wouldnt dry on time!! haha.. den when collect, i told errol chang ah dat my artwork hasnt dry yet.. den he give me de 'bitchy laugh'.. *LOL* after de paper went madini's house for some reason den went eat 'tea' at sempang bedok den we went ome.. den alanwas so smart.. *wasnt itentionally, so any1 reading this pls dun be mad or wad la ok* alan saw this signgh on abike.. den alan shouted "wad colou.. wad colour??!!'' it was very obvious dat the singh actually turned and point a middle finger.. lol.. den we like stunned and looked at each other faces! muahaha.. den went home.. didnt study for geog paper2 coz like msq only.. lol. friday like quite pathetic sia.. coz out of de whole skool only got like 5 classes?? haha.. den de teacher like stand in one area.. den geog paper invilator was mdm niza.. wah she slang a lot sia.. haha.. den after 910am, PARTY TIME!!! haha.. went home den afternoon went seoul garden bugis.. stayed dee for about 3 hours? lol. den some went somewhere else den left me danial hakim hidhir and nicholas.. we went suntec.. den we like oplaying a fool den suddenly onboard an escalator, i sense someone was staring at us.. it was BRANDON LEE!! i was stunned for a while den i say 'hi sir' .. he shooked hishead first before nodding his head!i was like 'f**k sia!! onday got 3 periods of him confirm he'll pick on me one.. well hopefully not!!' haha.. den we went arcade all till abt 630 den i met the usual pple den we went suntec again as dey wanna eat.. after dinner we went de fountain of wealth den we like make dedication all ah.. den stupid bitch our turn only ah kena cut off because de fountain of wealth closes at 930.. sigh.. but we had great fun singing all.. den went home.. yesterday got band one whole day!! quite sian and boring.. de first part was technical and long notes.. sec 3 sl had to take de section.. sian sia.. had lunch at parkway banquet.. after lunch wassectionals on pieces for balloon hat.. flower power and elton john.. sian already sia.. den sectionals till 4 den afll in.. was fun ah.. didnt had punishment.. after dat got batch talk.. we sat in circle den we had to voice out any grudge feelings we have with any1 in de batch.. haha.. den after that me and augustine had to choose to either go SLs meeting or admin leader meeting.. we went SLs meeting den daryl was like 'lutfi augustine come her!' den gabriel was like 'no! lutfi augustine stay here first'.. me and augustine looked at each other den we laughed! coz like funny we had to be in 2 places at a time! lol.. after that went kembangan for dinner den me and nicholas went home.. i was sooo tired that i slept at abt 1015 yesterday den today i woke up abt 215!! haha.. after so long of not being able to wake up late finally i had it just now.. just had brunch.. here i am blogging.. waiting or de rest to come my house for a surprise birthday party!! lol.. kkz.. gtg now.. bb!! i'm missing you................
i screamed at
8:18 AM with
0 piles of homework left exams over!!! muahahahaha.. exams like over!! finally sia.. lol. duno how i gonna fare for mid yrs. think im gonna do badly seh.. sigh.. anyway wad's done CANNOT be undone wad.. so must learn to study wif discipline and get all de bloody facts right for de next test/ exams onwards!! muahaha.. anyway on tuesday was e maths p2.. it was bloody hell difficult sia.. DC like set so hard!!! den wednesday pure geog and thursday art.. arrt wss kinda okie ah.. i was like struggling for abt 2h30mins and my hand was in pain.. PERSEVERANCE.. muahaha.. den when i was painting for abt the last 15-20 mins i was like quite scared aalso ah in case my artwork wouldnt dry on time!! haha.. den when collect, i told errol chang ah dat my artwork hasnt dry yet.. den he give me de 'bitchy laugh'.. *LOL* after de paper went madini's house for some reason den went eat 'tea' at sempang bedok den we went ome.. den alanwas so smart.. *wasnt itentionally, so any1 reading this pls dun be mad or wad la ok* alan saw this signgh on abike.. den alan shouted "wad colou.. wad colour??!!'' it was very obvious dat the singh actually turned and point a middle finger.. lol.. den we like stunned and looked at each other faces! muahaha.. den went home.. didnt study for geog paper2 coz like msq only.. lol. friday like quite pathetic sia.. coz out of de whole skool only got like 5 classes?? haha.. den de teacher like stand in one area.. den geog paper invilator was mdm niza.. wah she slang a lot sia.. haha.. den after 910am, PARTY TIME!!! haha.. went home den afternoon went seoul garden bugis.. stayed dee for about 3 hours? lol. den some went somewhere else den left me danial hakim hidhir and nicholas.. we went suntec.. den we like oplaying a fool den suddenly onboard an escalator, i sense someone was staring at us.. it was BRANDON LEE!! i was stunned for a while den i say 'hi sir' .. he shooked hishead first before nodding his head!i was like 'f**k sia!! onday got 3 periods of him confirm he'll pick on me one.. well hopefully not!!' haha.. den we went arcade all till abt 630 den i met the usual pple den we went suntec again as dey wanna eat.. after dinner we went de fountain of wealth den we like make dedication all ah.. den stupid bitch our turn only ah kena cut off because de fountain of wealth closes at 930.. sigh.. but we had great fun singing all.. den went home.. yesterday got band one whole day!! quite sian and boring.. de first part was technical and long notes.. sec 3 sl had to take de section.. sian sia.. had lunch at parkway banquet.. after lunch wassectionals on pieces for balloon hat.. flower power and elton john.. sian already sia.. den sectionals till 4 den afll in.. was fun ah.. didnt had punishment.. after dat got batch talk.. we sat in circle den we had to voice out any grudge feelings we have with any1 in de batch.. haha.. den after that me and augustine had to choose to either go SLs meeting or admin leader meeting.. we went SLs meeting den daryl was like 'lutfi augustine come her!' den gabriel was like 'no! lutfi augustine stay here first'.. me and augustine looked at each other den we laughed! coz like funny we had to be in 2 places at a time! lol.. after that went kembangan for dinner den me and nicholas went home.. i was sooo tired that i slept at abt 1015 yesterday den today i woke up abt 215!! haha.. after so long of not being able to wake up late finally i had it just now.. just had brunch.. here i am blogging.. waiting or de rest to come my house for a surprise birthday party!! lol.. kkz.. gtg now.. bb!! i'm missing you................
i screamed at
8:18 AM with
0 piles of homework left exams!!! oh well.. not upadting my blog for quite sometime now.. a lot of things happen.. but first, i wanna wish a happy belated birthday to nigel and sheqal(7th may) and joachim(8th May).. erm also wanna wish happy mother's day to all de mothers in de world and especially to mak monyet a.k.a. farah!!! hope u like de prezzie k? haha. weekends nothing much.. sat went out buy some stuffs at tm wif de sec 2s den evening met hilmi, alan and nicholas and my house coffeeshop.. we talk for a while before proceeding to white sands.. haha.. den on sun nothing much.. went my friend's house coz i need ask her do something for me.. haha.. den today was elect hist.. lol.. after that went tm den went pasir ris town park den went home! haha and here i am now.. just now as i was walking home, i walked pass my pri skool coz dey just end skool.. totally miss those days where i was still innocent! haha.. kkz.. gtg.. wanna sleep den in de afternoon do art! =) eversince de day i've met u, u've changd my life a lot.. love ya! i screamed at
4:52 AM with
0 piles of homework left exams!! well.. de 'exam engine' has just been turned on.. kinda okay ah.. although stress here and der but ya.. erm.. tuesday had chem exams.. well it's kinda okie ah but juz dun wanna be over confidence coz i dun wanna paiseh! haha.. den after that went TM for Brunch den went home and......... SLEEP!! haha.. den evening study SS!!! quite hard to get the facts in my head! lol.. yesterady had SS paper.. luckily i studied chp 2+3 coz SBQ come out chp 3 den SEQ come out chp 2.. heng ah.. after skool went TM again for lunch den walk ard to shop for stuffs till like someone angry? it's like hello? i have no idea wad to buy and u got mad? like wth? blah.. blah.. cants say more stuffs! muahaha.. den went home.. evening went dinner wif my parents at bedok corner den after dat went home.. an unlucky thing happened.. my dad's car broke down in de middle of a junction den had to like push.. me and my mom push.. although its kinda tiring but it was fun and great experience though! haha.. at night study maths den sleep.. today was E maths paper 1.. i lost 9 marks.. haizx.. erm after that went TM AGAIN.. after lunch went to look for prezzie but dunno wad le.. haha.. den went pasir ris town park for a while den like play playground.. like so funn sehh.. haha.. den went white sands for a while den went home.. here i am.. kkz.. gtg and bathe now! bye.,. lol.. am i obstructing both of you?????????????? sigh..
i screamed at
8:46 AM with
0 piles of homework left exams!!! oh my god! i hate this part of the year every year noe! why? because of EXAMS!! den somemore mr lak like every year kan choing like so fast start mid yr when other skool havent starrt yet! hmph! anyway a lot of things happen since a week ago! haha.. on tuesday after mt exams spent like 30 mins to decide on where to go before finally we decided to go plaza sing.. found out something! haha.. cant say.. lol.. den eat lunch den walk ard den while we were slacking met some TWE people coincidentally.. met neighbour(Mish) farah benny ruzzel dey all.. den dey went mast music so we decided to go also ah.. haha.. took quite sometime to locate where izzit actually.. it was quiet boring ah.. den after that went home.. wed normal skool.. sian le.. after that went airport slack for a while with daryl and nigel before going home.. did de same on thursday but instead of going home met de usual people at kembangan.. hilmi brought his classmates along.. tze kiat and this bitch.. very bitchy sia.. haha.. den at night disturb someone! sorry.. u noe hu u are.. haha.. fri went tampines mall for lunch den go home.. was supposed to go for the art museum thingy but didnt go.. haha.. sat study from morning till abt afternoon den met madini jeremy and aidil at orchard walk ard till nite.. haha.. sunday got religious class den went out with de usual people. after dinner meroy suggested we walked to fort canning.. den we were walking among this trees den got like 'pond' dere but it looks like a road due to its stiffness.. hilmi was so excited he thought it was normal cement he walked inside and his shoes were den dirty! lol.. haha.. funny sia.. after that walk ard fort cannign for a while den took 12 home.. today woke up den study chem den have like 2 hours break from 430! haha.. kkz.. exams is so stressful!! i hate exams.. haizx.. kkz.. wanna watch tv before study again! lol.. bye.. miss you so much......................................
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8:34 AM with
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